frustrated MACHO CHASER

Oh yeah, I am a certified frustrated macho chaser, wahahaah. How did that happen? hmmm, kahit ako di ko ma-explain, malabo parin sa akin why i loved macho men. I have some reasons though, hehehe.

Macho macho men... ooohhh love 'em. One perfect reason why I do love hot guys, kasi malandi ako, whoaaaa. Nop nop, heres the real reason.

Way back early 90's, when my dad started going to gym and put his body into it. Dalawa pa lang kami nang kapatid ko nun, ala pa yung bunso namin when my dad constantly improving his body built, kasi nung kinasal sila ni mami ang payatot nang dadi ko, as in ang payat. Kaya siguro nadagdagan kami nang bunsong kapatid dahil my dad really improved.

I witness all his improvement kahit bulilit pa ako nun, I saw my dad's good well shaped. No artificial was used, pure gym and diet. Basta I admire my dad that time, parang ang safe namin mag pamilya kapag kasama siya because of his astgin look, basta macho dadi ko.

That was temporary, yeah! I thought my dadi will be like that forever but I guess I was wrong, when I started to noticed that he was going down, to the point all he has in his life was gone. As everything was vanished his body built was gone too.

Try to imagine may dadi when he was in good shaped, macho the ideal macho for me turns all gone, look at the recent picture of my dadi... lower side of my page, merong pic jan dadi ko. Diba? nakaka-frustrate??

Vices... vices... yan ang sumira nang buhay nang dadi ko. Kayo na bahala mag isip kung ano un. Until now, I am asking why did it happen to my dadi.

Anyways, that was the past and I know I can never bring back the time to fixed it. Only my dadi can fix his life.

On the brighter side, where still a happy family at the end. Ang tibay lang siguro nang pamilya namin, through all those years na naghirap kami, na akala ko di na kami makakabangon from it, heto kami ngayon still ONE FAMILY... nadagdagan pa nang 2 members... my fiancee Mark and my son Kirk.

Yun siguro ang reason bakit madali akong ma-atract sa mga macho or may hugis ang katawan. Because I was so sad at nang hinayang sa nangyari sa dadi ko.



Oh, wait wait... di yan dadi ko ha? Yan ang lalaking nag papalaki nang mga mata ko at nag papainit nang tenga ko, wahahaha. Hollywood actor, Daniel Craig.

Whoaaaa, can you see his body? Wooot so hot, dba? Yan ang perfect body built para sa akin, I want to meet a guy na ganyan or similar to his body, kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz

I hope before summer ends makakakita ako nang macho sa beach, wahahaha.

Just dreaming pipz, hehehe. I am contented with finacee Mark.