long distance relationship...

Being alone here, away from someone you loved makes me crazy as ever. Yeah, I need to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong, even be wise in every temptations come along.

I can't deny the fact my emotions almost eat me. I can say I am weak, weak in a sense I easily fall in love to someone who used to be sweet and cares for me. I got so weak every time a guy put his emotions in me, it's so hard to put my weak emotions to someone else 'coz it's not right and never be right. Sweetness is one of my weakness 'coz I am a sweet person, it's hard to stop when both sweet individual meet together.

Those are just simple struggles of mine, having long distance relationship for about a year now. I'm not saying that I am beautiful, hot and attractive but when it comes to temptations they are all at my side it may be physically or emotionally.

It's so hard to fight all of those, it's hard to motivate your self when lonliness strikes you.

Every single day of our relationship I always think that everything will be fine, that we will be together so soon as a family. That all our hardships, sacrifices will turn into happy ending.

Ohhh, I want to share a poem composed by -vErAdIK-.

I made this poem out of this image caught by my camera at the bus terminal.

Kiss

Why I can’t do this?
To have a simple kiss
Eager to take a risk
Just to have a kiss

Kisses from your lips
Make me in the midst
Touch my lips
To sense the bliss

Kiss me; not in my cheeks
Instead in my lips
Strawberries are my lips
Sweet kisses from my tips

Let my lips tease
To make you freeze
Baby, say please
Just to have a kiss

-vErAdIK-

Happy weekend guys...