miss kita anak!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

mama misses you so much!

i love you bugoy ko!

have a nice weekend y'all guys...

trip ko lang...

Thursady, thursday, thursday... bored...bored...bored! Yeah, boredom strikes me again, unlike for the past days I can wrote 1 to 2 poems if I am bored but now it turns different.

Last week my cousin Timmy has her bangs already... her nanay cut her hair and put some, she look cute then. Never thought to put bangs too, but I did.

I just got my hair done, not with the help of salon expert but with my own innocent hands. Yep, while im lying down in my bed, listening music suddenly just woke up and grabbed my scissors, wet my hair and presto... snip snip snip, I snipped my hair all the way down.

As the result, I got my self into this...

Vain... vain... vain! Now, I'm so vain. lolz

Did I cut it right?

Did turn it all good?

I hope so.

BEST and COOL ride ever...

Akala ko sa isang tao ko lang mararamdaman ang feeling na 'to with my fiancee, kaya nga nagkaroon kami nang paka gwapito, makulit na junior "Kirk Zeus" kasi naramdaman ko ang BEST and COOL ride ever wit him. Hoy, bashtush yon ah... nyahahaha. *labyu labs koh!* *labsyu kirk koh!*

Di nga, last Saturday as what I've said pumunta kmi nang Canada's Wonderland sumama ako sa isang grupo with my friends, mas pinili kong mag bayad nang $37.00 for the entrance kesa sumama sa lakad nang Tita, Tito and pinsan ko na libre ako. At di nga ako nagkamali nang pinuntahan, indeed I enjoy the day.

For the first time in the history of veradik, I dare to wear 2 piece...buwahahaha, at first ilang pa ako pero nung nakita ko ang paligid ko na nag susuot nang 2 piece kahit maitim ang lahat sa kanya at kahit lumba-lumba na siya... di na ako nahiya maglakad-lakad na naka 2 piece kung iisipin mas maganda pa katawan ko sa kanila at yun nga kinarir ko ngang bonggang-bonga.

Ako ang tipong babae na, kahit maliit ang katawan at payat na kala mo malnourish na parang di kumakain pero malakas ang loob. Malakas ang loob sa pag sakay nang kung anong-anong rides..kahit ano pa ito kalaki at kung gaano ka nito pinahihirapan habang sakay nito. Kahit pina-ikot ikot at itinatapon na parang walang paki-alam kung may hininga kapa pagkatpos mong sakyan. Tuloy parin ang payat at magandang Vera sa pag sakay.

Sa sobrang hilig ko sa rides, pati ang pinaka kinatatakutan nang ilang tao na sakayan pinlit ko ang sarili ko na sakyan ito...kahit sinasabi nilang "can you do it?" ang sagot nang payat na magandang Vera "of course I can" kahit obvious na kumakalabog na ang dibdib ko sa kaba... kung pwde aatras na lang... pero hindi ganun si Vera, bonggang bonga...go parin ang payat at magandang Vera sa ride na ito.

BEST and COOL ride ever...

THE BEHEMOTH

This is the LARGETS, WIDEST and LONGEST rollercoaster ever made in Canada. The first 2 pictures was from the website of Canada's Wonderland. And the pictures below was taken by me.

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG..... SSSSHHHHIIIIITTTT, SSSHHHIIITTTT, SSSHHHIIITTT, WWWHHOOOAAAHHH, WWWHHHOOAAAHH, AAAAHHH, AAAHHH, OOOHHH, OOOOHHHH,WWWWEEEEEEE,WWWEEEEE!!!! yan lang ang nasabi ko habang akoy nakasakay sa BEHEMOTH na yan, hndi lang isang beses ko yan na sabi... hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses ko na isigaw ang mga katagang yan, basta ang alam ko para akong nililipad sa ride na yan, pag dating sa finish line... isa lang nasabi ko, BEHEMOTH ROCKS!

BEST and COOL ride ever... see you next year! babalikan kita.

Canada's Wonderland Get Away

Here ya go, my weekend was so cool. We went for some rides and having the best time in water.

We went at Canada's Wonderland. We arrived at around 10 in the morning, it's just 30 minutes drive from home. I choose to go with them rather than going with my Tita though I bought my own ticket, $ 37.00 is worth it after having the best rides ever.

Almost 12 midnite we reach our home, we feel so tired but there's still lots of story to share with each other. Now I'm gonna share my Canada's Wonderland Get Away.

Enjoy the slide show.

Have a nice week ahead of you guys!

featured song: Closer by Ne-Yo

I want you closer to me though I am so far for real
I want to feel that lips to have a kiss
Come closer and I'll be over

I miss you Mark and Kirk!

Featured song of the week Closer by Ne-yo.

Closer

closer

closer

closer


Turn the lights off in this place

And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer


And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin

I can taste her on my tongue

Shes the sweetest taste of sin

The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me.....

Come closer

She says "come closer"

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way

But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

(Come closer)

I just can't stop nooooo

I just can't stop nooooo

I just can't stop nooooo

I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way

But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop

Update for my weekend get away, tomorrow. Stiil have my headache, you'll know why I got headache.

long distance relationship...

Being alone here, away from someone you loved makes me crazy as ever. Yeah, I need to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong, even be wise in every temptations come along.

I can't deny the fact my emotions almost eat me. I can say I am weak, weak in a sense I easily fall in love to someone who used to be sweet and cares for me. I got so weak every time a guy put his emotions in me, it's so hard to put my weak emotions to someone else 'coz it's not right and never be right. Sweetness is one of my weakness 'coz I am a sweet person, it's hard to stop when both sweet individual meet together.

Those are just simple struggles of mine, having long distance relationship for about a year now. I'm not saying that I am beautiful, hot and attractive but when it comes to temptations they are all at my side it may be physically or emotionally.

It's so hard to fight all of those, it's hard to motivate your self when lonliness strikes you.

Every single day of our relationship I always think that everything will be fine, that we will be together so soon as a family. That all our hardships, sacrifices will turn into happy ending.

Ohhh, I want to share a poem composed by -vErAdIK-.

I made this poem out of this image caught by my camera at the bus terminal.

Kiss

Why I can’t do this?
To have a simple kiss
Eager to take a risk
Just to have a kiss

Kisses from your lips
Make me in the midst
Touch my lips
To sense the bliss

Kiss me; not in my cheeks
Instead in my lips
Strawberries are my lips
Sweet kisses from my tips

Let my lips tease
To make you freeze
Baby, say please
Just to have a kiss

-vErAdIK-

Happy weekend guys...

sasagarin ko na...

Ngayon ko lang sasabihin 'to "sasagarin ko na ang Summer".

In my 1yr and 7mons staying here, and had experience the summer for second time around, I can say naging masungit ang panahon nagyon, I/WE haven't feel the real summer for the past few weeks. It's very weird to see that in the middle of this season, the weather is very cool instead.

Summer season only shine once in a year, kaya Summer Rulez! Malapit na matapos ang summer kaya sasagarin ko/namin ang mga huling linggo na natitira, bago pa man mag suot ulit ako/kami nang makakapal na jacket, doble-dobleng pantalon, medyas at snow boots.

Ngayong parating na Sabado at Linggo, I'll be out again. Yeah, again... as what I'm saying "sasagarin ko na..."

Yun nga lang, im in the middle of nowhere...hehehe, may 2 groups na nag aaya sa akin at sa sobrang hilig ko sa outing... hindi ako makapag-decide kung saan ako sasama.

Hirap kaya mag decide, daming dapat i-consider.

Mga lugar na pupuntahan... "sa tingin nyu saan ako sasama?"

ONTARIO PLACE

-- kung dito ako pupunta, kasama ko ang Tita, Tito, pinsan ko. And this place is more for "kids", alalahanin "im not a kid, im with a kid", nyahaha...joke. Pero kung sasama ako sa kanila, libre ako nang entrance fee, sagot na nang Tita ko ang gastos.

-- sasama ba ako sa kanila? let's see.

-- for more featured photos, just click Ontario Place.

Canada's Wonderland

-- kung sasama naman ako dito sa isang grupo, it's our family friends ang mga kasama ko. Dito wala akong kadugo na titingin sa lahat nang kagagahan ko, di mahihiya ang "veradik".

-- kung sa Ontario Place ako sasama walang bayad, pero kung sasama ako dito mag babayad ako nang $37.00 medyo mahal, ewan ko ba kung kaya nang bulsa ko o charge na lang sa visa card nang kaibigan ko, buwahahaha.

-- Canada's Wonderland are for adults, some of their rides are amazing kahit di pa ako nakakapunta... sa featured photos pa lang, nakaka-excite nang puntahan. Dito kaya ako sasama? hmmm...

-- More featured photos click Canada's Wonderland.

what would be my weekend?? esep esep...

award award award

Oi, nakatanggap ako nang isang parangal. Nagmula ang parangalna 'to sa isang kaibigan dito sa blogosphere, to you my dear SHE, thanks for giving me this award I appriciate it.

I'll share this award to all my "blog adiks". Though only keyboards our ways to communicate with each other, seriously, I am happy to meet y'all guys.

To all my "blog adiks" love y'all guys.

ang sarap mong sapakin...

Ordinary day for all of us, it's a sunny Wednesday, really feels like summer with sunscreen and sunglasses on it.

I went out late this morning for some errands to make.

It's my obligation as a daughter, older sister and a mother of course... I went to PNB remittance center, kelangan ko nang mag padala ulit... medyo gipit nanaman ang aking mother sa gastusin sa bahay, lalo pa ngayon kelangan nang kapatid kong pumunta nang Davao for her review, she will take the licensure exam for bookkeeping. Since only my mom ang kumakayod sa amin dahil ang dadi ko ay wala nang trabaho, inako ko na ang gastusin nang review at ang exam fee, P4,500. Dinagdagan ko nrin nang konti para may pang gasto sa araw-araw ang mami ko, plus ang allowance nang aking baby Kirk isinama ko na din.

Ilang linggo na rin ang nakalipas nung nag-take ako nang NACC Licensure Exam, pumunta ako kanina sa school... ala parin ang result. Habang tumatagal lalo ako kinakabahan kung pumasa ba ako, sana nga.

Anyways, yan ang ginawa ko ngayong araw... meron pa sana akong isang gustong gawin kaso alam kong bawal at masamang gawin... buti na lang di ako skandalosa, at kung nagkataon... "sinapak na kita"!



Kanina habang papunta ako sa aking destinasyun sakay nang bus, may nakaka-bwisit na nangyari. Puno na ang bus na aking sinasakyan, buti na lang at naka-upo agad ako sa bandang gitna. Sa aking harapan may isang babae na ibang lahi, isa siyang "indian-pana-kakana-kna" kayo na ang umintindi sa salitang yan, kung anong lahi sya... dito sa Canada...may mga code name ang bawat lahi.

Balik tayo sa babaeng yan, nasa harap ko siya... at ang upuan sa tabi nya ay bakante. Nung may sumakay na mag-ina... nilapitan nung nanay ung babae...asking the lady, "excuse me, can you move further?" ika nung nanay na may bitbit na bata at halatang hirap na hirap dahil siksikan sa bus. Tangna, "deadma lang" ang arte nung babaeng yun, di nya pinansin ang nanay, na nakikiusap na puwde maki-upo sa tabi nya.

Kung hindi ako nagkakamali, kahit may headphone akong suot-suot... nakatatlong beses rin naki-usap yong nanay sa buset na tanga na babaeng yun, na-awa ako sa nanay dahil nakikita kong nahihirapan siya. Gustuhin ko man ibigay ang aking puwesto sa kanya, pero akoy nasa gitna...di ko na maibigay dahil siksikan na sa loob. Hanggang nakababa ako naka-tayo parin yong mag-ina.

Ang sarap niyang sapakin, masyado siyang maarte... kumukulo ang dugo sa kanya kanina. Sarap sabihin, who the hell are you? Do you own this bus? Do you own this seat? F*ck!

Siguro kung sa akin yun nangyari...ewan ko na lang. At eto, holly shit! I smell stinky... may putok ang katabi ko, gggrrr...amoy kilikili... wala ba siyang pambili nang deodorant or tawas man lang... epektib ang tawas, mura lang sa mga Pilipino store... nakakahilo sobra, buhay nga naman.

19th day of the month!

Happy 59th Monthsary Labs Koh!!

caMpiNg AdvEntUrE...

oh yeah, oh yeah... am back!




Camping adventure... whew! nakakapagod pero ubod nang saya. One hour and 30mins from our home where the camping site is. The camping area is located at Dunnville Town, a small town with small papulation.

BYNG ISLAND where the camp site is. Its a big island and big camp sites... very hot and humid nung last Saturday... sobrang pinag pawisan kami while building our tents under the heat of the sun.

After building tents... we made our lunch. Barbeque-barbeque, cowboy style. Kahit nag kakamay kmi under the heat of the sun, ok lang.

After magpakapagod at magpakabusog... we went for swiming. Holy, an laki nang swimming pool nila... mas malaki pa sa 8waves nang 'Pinas. An daming sexy and hunks as always... sinabi nga sa akin nang Tita ko, "take off your shorts, mag 2 piece kna na lang..." oh my, nahihiya ako... to think, mas maganda pa ang katawan ko sa mga ibang naka 2 piece... hindi ako nag 2 piece, hahaha 'KJ ko!'. Ayun, nag enjoy kami sa malamig na tubig sa pool... syempre an daming lovers sa paligid ko, di ko ma-iwasang tumingin sa kanila... na parang gusto ko silang sakalin at sabihin "bakit ang sweet nyu?" nag seselos lang ako sa kanila... dapat andito rin Mark ko, na para di akong nag mumukhang kawawa... nag iisa.

At the night time, we went for night walk, bilog ang buwan... ang ganda, maliwanag sa kagubatan. Around 3am na ako nakapasok sa aking tent, after having some bottles of beer akoy inantok...pero di naman ako nakatulog sa sobrang lamig...pumasok na ako sa sleeping bag wala parin effect hanggang inabot ako nang umaga, dilat ang aking mga mata.

Wala akong magawa kundi, gumising at bumangon sa tent. Uminon nang chocolate drink at kumain nang cup noodles. Naligo at nag ayos nang gamit dahil eto na ang huling araw namin. After fixing all the things... nag ikot-ikot kami... taking some pictures.

1:45pm to be exact, nakarating kami sa bahay na pagod na pagod. I went for another shower and boom... nahiga ako sa kama, at nakatulog.

Here's some captured moments...