long distance relationship...

Being alone here, away from someone you loved makes me crazy as ever. Yeah, I need to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong, even be wise in every temptations come along.

I can't deny the fact my emotions almost eat me. I can say I am weak, weak in a sense I easily fall in love to someone who used to be sweet and cares for me. I got so weak every time a guy put his emotions in me, it's so hard to put my weak emotions to someone else 'coz it's not right and never be right. Sweetness is one of my weakness 'coz I am a sweet person, it's hard to stop when both sweet individual meet together.

Those are just simple struggles of mine, having long distance relationship for about a year now. I'm not saying that I am beautiful, hot and attractive but when it comes to temptations they are all at my side it may be physically or emotionally.

It's so hard to fight all of those, it's hard to motivate your self when lonliness strikes you.

Every single day of our relationship I always think that everything will be fine, that we will be together so soon as a family. That all our hardships, sacrifices will turn into happy ending.

Ohhh, I want to share a poem composed by -vErAdIK-.

I made this poem out of this image caught by my camera at the bus terminal.

Kiss

Why I can’t do this?
To have a simple kiss
Eager to take a risk
Just to have a kiss

Kisses from your lips
Make me in the midst
Touch my lips
To sense the bliss

Kiss me; not in my cheeks
Instead in my lips
Strawberries are my lips
Sweet kisses from my tips

Let my lips tease
To make you freeze
Baby, say please
Just to have a kiss

-vErAdIK-

Happy weekend guys...

sasagarin ko na...

Ngayon ko lang sasabihin 'to "sasagarin ko na ang Summer".

In my 1yr and 7mons staying here, and had experience the summer for second time around, I can say naging masungit ang panahon nagyon, I/WE haven't feel the real summer for the past few weeks. It's very weird to see that in the middle of this season, the weather is very cool instead.

Summer season only shine once in a year, kaya Summer Rulez! Malapit na matapos ang summer kaya sasagarin ko/namin ang mga huling linggo na natitira, bago pa man mag suot ulit ako/kami nang makakapal na jacket, doble-dobleng pantalon, medyas at snow boots.

Ngayong parating na Sabado at Linggo, I'll be out again. Yeah, again... as what I'm saying "sasagarin ko na..."

Yun nga lang, im in the middle of nowhere...hehehe, may 2 groups na nag aaya sa akin at sa sobrang hilig ko sa outing... hindi ako makapag-decide kung saan ako sasama.

Hirap kaya mag decide, daming dapat i-consider.

Mga lugar na pupuntahan... "sa tingin nyu saan ako sasama?"

ONTARIO PLACE

-- kung dito ako pupunta, kasama ko ang Tita, Tito, pinsan ko. And this place is more for "kids", alalahanin "im not a kid, im with a kid", nyahaha...joke. Pero kung sasama ako sa kanila, libre ako nang entrance fee, sagot na nang Tita ko ang gastos.

-- sasama ba ako sa kanila? let's see.

-- for more featured photos, just click Ontario Place.

Canada's Wonderland

-- kung sasama naman ako dito sa isang grupo, it's our family friends ang mga kasama ko. Dito wala akong kadugo na titingin sa lahat nang kagagahan ko, di mahihiya ang "veradik".

-- kung sa Ontario Place ako sasama walang bayad, pero kung sasama ako dito mag babayad ako nang $37.00 medyo mahal, ewan ko ba kung kaya nang bulsa ko o charge na lang sa visa card nang kaibigan ko, buwahahaha.

-- Canada's Wonderland are for adults, some of their rides are amazing kahit di pa ako nakakapunta... sa featured photos pa lang, nakaka-excite nang puntahan. Dito kaya ako sasama? hmmm...

-- More featured photos click Canada's Wonderland.

what would be my weekend?? esep esep...