Happy Valentines My Labs!

It's better be late than never. Never forgotten it's a hearts day few days ago, Happy Valentines Labs ko.

Celebrating hearts day without you is very hard, seeing couples happy together everywhere. Knowing that I'll still count many more days to be with you on the day of hearts, the day of LOVERS.

I'm used to kiss you everyday, now even touching your lips it's a dream. I wan't to wishper to your ear how much I miss you, missing someone like you makes my heart ache.

Distance is our fate today, don't know how long are we gonna pray and dream for each other to stay togther and live forever.

I wanna be home, I wanna be with you.

I love you not only when it's hearts day, I love you everyday and forever.

I Love You Labs Ko!
I Love You Kirk Ko!

his BIG! my BUGOY is BIG now!

Can't imagine how many days, months, years I'm gone besides him. Never thougt days turn so fast, never thought my SON grew so fast.

2 years, yeah! 2 years not being with HIM makes me crazy. From the moment I left Him for reason until now, I still want HIM. I want to be a MOTHER.

Can't help but to cry, seeing pictures of HIM knowing that I'm away from HIM.

Compilations of Kirk Zeus recent pictures.

I MISS YOU!

I LOVE YOU!

message for you...

To: Mark

halu Labs, kamusta ka? kamusta kayo ni Kirk?
i miss you so much
miss ko Kirk ko...
'ope u and Kirk are doing fine.

If happens na mabasa mo 'to, wanna say sorry di ako nakakatawag sayo, sira pa din yong landline namin. If okay na ang phone namin, I'll call you right away. Na miss ko kaya ang asawa ko, na miss ko boses mo. love you

Oo nga pla, ibigay mo na kay Mommy yung gift mo para sa akin, para ma-isama na sa bagahe nila Lola and Lolo, para di makalimutan, sa 14 sila aalis jan. thanks sa giftt! love you

Send ur offline message sa ym ko, send mo sa akin kung anong araw ang day off mo sa work para alam ko kung anong oras ako tatawag. Send me the date and time kung kelan tayo chat, alam mo naman schedule ko... i am working at night na.

Sa ngayon, only my blog is our communication... dahil wala kaming landline sa ngayon. Iwan ka lang nang message jan sa chatbox ko. love you labs!

miss kita sobra...
miss ko si kirk...

i love Kirk so much!
i love you Labs!

kiss ako kay Kirk!
kiss din ako kay Mark!

Mama

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To all my dear friends here in blogosphere!

i miss you guys!

wanna say sorry, kinda busy now. I'm working again, and my work starts from 3:30pm to 11:30pm. My hours for blogging was cut-off due to my work.

But I will manage to visit your blogs, read and send comments or message. Watch out for me, I might visit your blogs 2-3 times a week unlike before always blog hopping. :)

Regarding with my postings, I will try to post every other day.

Lessen my outdoor activities now, but there still some gimmiks after long work. Time for some making money once again, and I'll be working and working and working.

i'll make it up to you guys...

love y'all!

featured song: Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal

Featured song of the week,

Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal
by: Brownman Revival

Itanong mo sa akin
Kung sino’ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko’y di magtatagal


[chorus]
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo’y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman

Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba

[repeat chorus]

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…

I LOVE YOU MARK and KIRK

miss kita anak!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

mama misses you so much!

i love you bugoy ko!

have a nice weekend y'all guys...

I DEMAND for my pasalubong...

Finally, dumating na ang visitors visa nang lola and lolo ko for almost a couple of months processing and waiting. They were so excited to go here, they want to see the snow as always.

They'll be here hopefully, in the middle of September and they are planing to stay here until December, after my lolo's birthday. I hope and pray, kaya nila mag stay na nang ganun ka tagal dito aside from the weather and temperature, alam kong maninibago sila.

September is the first month of Fall, expecting that month will be so windy and not so cold. And for another reason, kung kaya ba nilang mag tagal dito na hindi sila ma BORED, coz I know how it feels... masyadong depressing ang atmosphere sa Canada pag dumating na ang tag-lamig... you can't see the sun rise in the morning and you can't see the sun is setting down in the afternoon. You can't see any people walking around outside, playing in the park, you can't see anyone unless, your going to the mall... jan mo makikita ang lahat nang tao, making themselves busy.

Nevertheless, they are so excited to be here... kung puwede nga lang kahapon, ngayon sila pupunta ginawa na nila... but as what I've said to my dearest lola and lolo, they need to consider the TIME and the WEATHER here... baka kasi at the end of their vacation hindi sila masaya because they feel BORED, para sa paboriting apo nila... I don't wanna feel them the word BORING, matanda na sila and who knows, but I'm not praying... this is the first and the last vacation nila sa Canada... I told them, kelangan ma enjoy nila ang pag bisita nila dito.

On the other hand, they are asking me kung "anong gusto kong pasalubong", paboritong apo e, hihihi. Hmmm, well ala nman masayadong demand ang Vera, an dami rin kasing Pilipino Foods. Konting-konti lang naman ang hinihingi ko, example... Polvoron and Popcorn nang Goldilocks, pinadala ko rin ang iba kong damit na iniwan ko sa Pinas, nag pa-bili rin ako nang tri-band na cellphone and roaming na sim, and I requested to send recent family pictures, recent pictures of KIRK ZEUS and a gift from my fiancee, dahil 5th anniversary namin sa Sept. 19...

Can't wait my lola and lolo to be here... oh, speaking of my lola... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOLA! birthday nya ngaung Sunday, 17.


Before I forgot, and be out for 2 days camping... ok lang, makalimutan ang lahat nang na-mention na pasalubong, kung puwede lang sana isama at para makita ko na sila once and for all... I DEMAND FOR MY PASALUBONG!!!

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KIRK ZEUS

I'll be off for Saturday and Sunday, another summer adventure. I'll be out for 2 days camping. Updates after the camp.

HAPPY SAFE WEEKEND Y'ALL!!

miss kita sobra!

Kirk Zeus was 8mons old when I left him for good, to work as caregiver here in Canada. Miles away from him never been easy for me. From the start, when I was pregnant with him I set my self in this sitation coz I know it wil not be easy being away from someone who really you loved, lalo pa kung anak mo ang iiwan mo, shocks! drum drum na ang napundar ko sa kakaiyak.

My first year here was so terrible, I can stop thinking of my son. Konting kaba ko lang ayun hawak ko agad ang telepono, dial the # bahala na ang Tita ko sa bills basta maging kampante lang ang loob ko.


And now, look at him. He's so big na and sabi nila ang arte nang bugoy ko, maldito at spoiled. Kung ang tatay niya ang tatanungin mo, kung saan nakuha ni Kirk ang ugaling maldito at maarte ang taging sagot lang nang Tatay, saan pa ba sa Nanay niyang maldita at maarte. Okay, okay fine, whatever.

Kirk Zeus is 2yrs old now. I hope when he turns 3, I'll be singing with him already with his Papa Marko. I am looking forward to be with him next year in Gods grace.

I miss you so much Bugoy ko. Mama love's you so much!