frustrated MACHO CHASER

Oh yeah, I am a certified frustrated macho chaser, wahahaah. How did that happen? hmmm, kahit ako di ko ma-explain, malabo parin sa akin why i loved macho men. I have some reasons though, hehehe.

Macho macho men... ooohhh love 'em. One perfect reason why I do love hot guys, kasi malandi ako, whoaaaa. Nop nop, heres the real reason.

Way back early 90's, when my dad started going to gym and put his body into it. Dalawa pa lang kami nang kapatid ko nun, ala pa yung bunso namin when my dad constantly improving his body built, kasi nung kinasal sila ni mami ang payatot nang dadi ko, as in ang payat. Kaya siguro nadagdagan kami nang bunsong kapatid dahil my dad really improved.

I witness all his improvement kahit bulilit pa ako nun, I saw my dad's good well shaped. No artificial was used, pure gym and diet. Basta I admire my dad that time, parang ang safe namin mag pamilya kapag kasama siya because of his astgin look, basta macho dadi ko.

That was temporary, yeah! I thought my dadi will be like that forever but I guess I was wrong, when I started to noticed that he was going down, to the point all he has in his life was gone. As everything was vanished his body built was gone too.

Try to imagine may dadi when he was in good shaped, macho the ideal macho for me turns all gone, look at the recent picture of my dadi... lower side of my page, merong pic jan dadi ko. Diba? nakaka-frustrate??

Vices... vices... yan ang sumira nang buhay nang dadi ko. Kayo na bahala mag isip kung ano un. Until now, I am asking why did it happen to my dadi.

Anyways, that was the past and I know I can never bring back the time to fixed it. Only my dadi can fix his life.

On the brighter side, where still a happy family at the end. Ang tibay lang siguro nang pamilya namin, through all those years na naghirap kami, na akala ko di na kami makakabangon from it, heto kami ngayon still ONE FAMILY... nadagdagan pa nang 2 members... my fiancee Mark and my son Kirk.

Yun siguro ang reason bakit madali akong ma-atract sa mga macho or may hugis ang katawan. Because I was so sad at nang hinayang sa nangyari sa dadi ko.



Oh, wait wait... di yan dadi ko ha? Yan ang lalaking nag papalaki nang mga mata ko at nag papainit nang tenga ko, wahahaha. Hollywood actor, Daniel Craig.

Whoaaaa, can you see his body? Wooot so hot, dba? Yan ang perfect body built para sa akin, I want to meet a guy na ganyan or similar to his body, kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz

I hope before summer ends makakakita ako nang macho sa beach, wahahaha.

Just dreaming pipz, hehehe. I am contented with finacee Mark.

tukso: "SANDY"

My life here is getting little bit crazy now, something happened last Saturday. MR.TUKSO came back again for the third time around (ibang lahi nanaman) ang una PINOY ngaun I guess parang INDIAN gwapo e...hehehe, and guess what it happened at the bus stop, this is the second time when MR.TUKSO showed up at the bus stop.

Before I'll state the whole crazy and weird story, I'll ask you first, specifically you boys.

What if, your driving a car then you saw a girl standing anywhere, then you parked your car at the side of the road and go to her and talk to her, your both strangers to each other. Then you introduce yourself to the girl and make a little conversation.

Here's is the question: If you did that, what makes you do it? There's a hidden agenda or friendship?

Interesting huh!?

For real, this weird and crazy scenario happened to me last Saturday.

Late in the morning, I went out alone and planed to visit my school and for some agenda. I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop near from the house. 9:15am is the arrival of my bus at the bus stop where I was waiting, 15mins before the bus is coming, the weird thing happened.

I was standing alone, when a delivery truck stopped in front of me because it's "RED LIGHT" I saw the driver, he is looking at me and trying to have a conversation, he opened his slide windows and keep yelling "CAN I GET UR #?" with action! Of course, I'm not talking to the strangers (malas ko lang di ko xa kilala, ang gawapo nya, pramis! lolz).

GREEN LIGHT is on, means GO! whew, the truck was gone. That's what I've thought (ayun, akala nanaman) I didn't notice he turned right and parked his truck to the other side of the road. Less than 10mins when he parked his truck, he was walking at my place where I am standing and confused and scared that time because of his action. What the hell, is he doing here? ask ko sa sarili ko. (oi, cuteness in fairness!)

"SAVE BY THE BUS!" as he was approaching me the bus is almost coming, I was murmuring "cmon, bilis bilis" nataon pa red light nanaman, ayun! medyo bumagal ung bilis nang bus. MR.TUKSO really make his on ways, as the guy was in front of me,

he said: Come here let's talk.

adik: deadma ang cuteness mo, di ko pinansin.

he said: hey, what's your name? let's talk.

adik: my bus is here.

he said: whats's your name?

adik: TINAY. (para tumigil ka lang) FAKE NAME! buwahahahaha

he said: im SANDY

he said: cmon... he stood at me, handed me a piece of paper... eto ang naka sulat sa loob nang papel!

TELEPHONE # and NAME

HUWATTT?? gusto pa ata makipag appointment sa akin, at binigay ang # at name nya.

Ay! MISTER TUKSO, kahit gaano kapa ka-cute jan, deadma ka kay adik, pro it doesnt mean na di ako na atrak sau, well, crush ko ilong mo, ang macho mong katawan at ang mata, kung tutuusin nasa tipo kita BUT kung ano man ang reason mo bakit ka pa nagpakahirap bumaba sa truck para lang ibigay sa akin ang kontak # mo at mag pakilala, naku MISTER TUKSO... TAKEN NA ANG BRUHANG ADIK na nakita mo sa bus stop. Pero kung nagkataon DEMONYO parin ako?? buwahahaha hindi kita aatrasan... cuteness mo kaya! pero ANGHEL na ako sa mundo nang ADIK kaya BEHAVE na ang drama nang bruha.

Well, it only shows wala parin kupas ang byuti nang ADIK. (epal ko talaga) Natatawa lang kasi ko, bakit pa xa nag excert nang effort just to give his # and name, dba?? To think, I am just wearing simple white shirt and black pants, no cleavage, no booty and all. Im not that superB (byuti) superH (hot) compared to the other girls. Well, ma benta lang talaga byuti nang adik. lolz

I never tried to call him, kaya kita nyu naman parang galing na sa basurahan ung papel nya. hehehe

That's my weird and crazy weekend!

Tukso: "stranger"

(Gilbert, 27 yo)

Stranger

You’re a stranger; am I in danger?
I just knew; few of you
I saw a light when you smile
Is this real? Or am I in deal?

You talked; I walked
You shout; I doubt
You touch; I was ouch
You’re a stranger; am I in danger?

You’re a purpose? Or a caused?
You’re hot but I’m not into that
You’re gorgeous; yet dangerous
You’re a stranger; am I in danger?

Stranger you’re so gentle; I can’t handle
You’re so sweet; I’m so weak
Touch me not; even I want
You’re a stranger; am I in danger?

-VerAdiK-

Yes, he is a stranger. Na ikwento ko na before sa luma kong blog, na malapit ako sa tukso ngayon. Habang tumatagal lalong naging ma pusok ang tukso sa akin.

I don't have any comments with him, mabait siya but "guys will be always guys". I went out twice already, for dinner with our common friends. I accepted his invitation with no malice and hidden agenda, where friends thats it, the dinner was good.

Weeks ago, I noticed he wants to go out again, and again, he keeps on calling me on the phone asking to go out with him (namimihasa na ang mokong!). I already say NO for about 3 times now, coz I know what he wants.

Yeah, he wants something from me (malas nya lang, kabisado ko na ang tipo nya). Hindi man nya sabihin, nakikita ko sa kilos nya, nakikiramdam lang ako sa kanya, na biktima na ako ng tulad nya before and I learend from my mistake, I can say di na siya makakalusot sa akin ngayon.

Every friday night yun tumatawag, para mag aya lumabas, for sure tatawag yun mamayang gabi to ask again, and of course ang sagot ng adik is NO! (bahala ka na mag mahanap ng maloloko mo).

Happy na ako what i have now, and i don't want to take any risk just to have another dinner with you. Kung naging maganda lang sana ang hangarin mo sa akin, kahit araw araw taung lumabas, pero you showed me something na para hindi ako mag tiwala sayo, you did that not me.

I wrote a poem about my feelings towards him in this situation.

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HAPPY WEEKEND GUYS!