Sunday, August 30, 2009
i miss you!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Happy Valentines My Labs!
Celebrating hearts day without you is very hard, seeing couples happy together everywhere. Knowing that I'll still count many more days to be with you on the day of hearts, the day of LOVERS.
I'm used to kiss you everyday, now even touching your lips it's a dream. I wan't to wishper to your ear how much I miss you, missing someone like you makes my heart ache.
Distance is our fate today, don't know how long are we gonna pray and dream for each other to stay togther and live forever.
I wanna be home, I wanna be with you.
I love you not only when it's hearts day, I love you everyday and forever.
I Love You Labs Ko!
I Love You Kirk Ko!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
his BIG! my BUGOY is BIG now!
2 years, yeah! 2 years not being with HIM makes me crazy. From the moment I left Him for reason until now, I still want HIM. I want to be a MOTHER.
Can't help but to cry, seeing pictures of HIM knowing that I'm away from HIM.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
INLAB ako kay LABs KO "anibersary special"

Sunday, September 14, 2008
featured song: Because Of You by Kyla
For the introduction, our featured song of the week, Because Of You by Kyla. This song means a lot to me, a lot. A special song given by special someone, 5 years ago.
So corny to think, but so sweet for real.
Yeah, Because Of You... Because Of You.
Because Of You, I learned how to LOVE.

If ever you wondered if you touched my soul, yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you said hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you
CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured somethin' inside of me
You make all my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me internally
I love you best explains how I feel for you
CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you
My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you
BRIDGE
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me, I want the world to see
It's because of you
CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you
My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
message for you...
halu Labs, kamusta ka? kamusta kayo ni Kirk?
i miss you so much
miss ko Kirk ko...
'ope u and Kirk are doing fine.
If happens na mabasa mo 'to, wanna say sorry di ako nakakatawag sayo, sira pa din yong landline namin. If okay na ang phone namin, I'll call you right away. Na miss ko kaya ang asawa ko, na miss ko boses mo. love you
Oo nga pla, ibigay mo na kay Mommy yung gift mo para sa akin, para ma-isama na sa bagahe nila Lola and Lolo, para di makalimutan, sa 14 sila aalis jan. thanks sa giftt! love you
Send ur offline message sa ym ko, send mo sa akin kung anong araw ang day off mo sa work para alam ko kung anong oras ako tatawag. Send me the date and time kung kelan tayo chat, alam mo naman schedule ko... i am working at night na.
Sa ngayon, only my blog is our communication... dahil wala kaming landline sa ngayon. Iwan ka lang nang message jan sa chatbox ko. love you labs!
miss kita sobra...
miss ko si kirk...
i love Kirk so much!
i love you Labs!
kiss ako kay Kirk!
kiss din ako kay Mark!
Mama
Sunday, September 7, 2008
featured song: Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal

Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal
by: Brownman Revival
Kung sino’ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko’y di magtatagal
[chorus]
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo’y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman
Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba
[repeat chorus]
Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw
Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Friday, August 29, 2008
miss kita anak!
Friday, August 22, 2008
long distance relationship...
I can't deny the fact my emotions almost eat me. I can say I am weak, weak in a sense I easily fall in love to someone who used to be sweet and cares for me. I got so weak every time a guy put his emotions in me, it's so hard to put my weak emotions to someone else 'coz it's not right and never be right. Sweetness is one of my weakness 'coz I am a sweet person, it's hard to stop when both sweet individual meet together.
Those are just simple struggles of mine, having long distance relationship for about a year now. I'm not saying that I am beautiful, hot and attractive but when it comes to temptations they are all at my side it may be physically or emotionally.
It's so hard to fight all of those, it's hard to motivate your self when lonliness strikes you.
Every single day of our relationship I always think that everything will be fine, that we will be together so soon as a family. That all our hardships, sacrifices will turn into happy ending.
Ohhh, I want to share a poem composed by -vErAdIK-.
I made this poem out of this image caught by my camera at the bus terminal.

Why I can’t do this?
To have a simple kiss
Eager to take a risk
Just to have a kiss
Kisses from your lips
Make me in the midst
Touch my lips
To sense the bliss
Kiss me; not in my cheeks
Instead in my lips
Strawberries are my lips
Sweet kisses from my tips
Let my lips tease
To make you freeze
Baby, say please
Just to have a kiss
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
long distance relationship...


ONE-NIGHT -STAND
(vErAdIk)
Kelan kita huling nakita?
Alam ko pa ba ang iyong itsura?
Kelan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mukha?
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, makita kita.
Kelan kita huling nakausap?
Kagabi lang diba?
Tila parang ang layo mo kapag kausap kita.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, makausap kita nang harapan.
Kelan kita huling kinagat?
May marka pa ba ang iyong braso?
Hanggang ngayon nangigigil parin ako.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, hayaan mo akong kagatin ka.
Kelan kita huling pinasaya?
Palagi naman diba?
Ang sarap nang pakiramdam na lagi kang masaya
Sana kahit man lang isang gabi, mapasaya kita dahil kasama mo ako.
Kelan kita huling pina-iyak?
Wag mo sabihing madalas.
Hindi ko kayang paiyakin ka mahal ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, magawa kitang pa-iyakin sa tuwa.
Kelan kita huling nakayakap?
Kasing higpit parin ba tulad nang dati ang yakap mo?
Gusto ko maramdaman ang yakap mo araw-araw.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, mag kayakap tayo sa dilim.
Kelan kita huling na halikan?
Kagabi lang diba? Goodbye kiss sa telepono.
Hindi sapat ang lahat, kulang.
Sana isang gabi man lang maramdaman ko ang labi mo sa labi ko, na tila ayaw mag pa-awat.
Kelan kita huling nakasama sa dilim?
Kilala mo pa ba kung sino tayo sa dilim?
Hinahanap ko ang init nang katawan mo, sa gabing malamig sa kinaroroonan ko.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, magkasama tayo sa dilim, magkayakap at masaya.
Kelan kita huling minahal?
Walang segundo na hindi kita minahal, walang araw na hindi ikaw ang laman nang puso ko.
Dahil ikaw at ikaw ang pag-ibig ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, masabi at maipakita ko sayo kung gaano kita ka mahal.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
GUILTY!! no comment... II
Friday, August 1, 2008
GUILTY!! no comment...

Saturday, July 19, 2008
19th day of the month!
When I said iloveyoutoo and kiss him in the lips with LOVE.
When I hold his hand and touch his palm
When I hug him tight makes me feel fine
When Im with him I feel im alive
-vErAdiK-
Friday, July 18, 2008
long distance relationship...

"hindi masaya ang isang relasyun kung walang rambol, hindi maging matatag kung walang away to test your relationsip",and its true.
I can't touch you anymore
Thursday, July 10, 2008
IM SORRY! "you can't blame me"
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
waiting for NOTHING! asar!
Long distance relationship conversation...
date/time: Tuesday 7am(Pinas time) - Monday 7pm(Canada time)
Frontdesk: Estosan Garden Hotel gud morning!
adik: Hello, can I talk to Mark?
Frontdesk: Hold on Ma'am, connecting to Jurella Cafe...
adik: Thank You
Lalaki ko: Hello...
adik: Hello, hoy Labs!
Lalaki ko: hoy hoy, musta na Mama Tine?
: miss u mama
: bat ngaun ka lang tumawag?
: love you mama
adik: ok lang ako labs!
: miss u too
: love you labs!
: musta na ang bugoy ko? ikaw musta kana?
Lalaki ko: ok lang si Kirk, ayun bugoy na anak mo!
adik: saan pa ba mag mana yan e di sa tatay na ubod nang bugoy! (giggle)
Lalaki ko: OO, bugoy at least gwapo kami nang bugoy mo! (epal nang mukha, lolz)
: ikaw? musta kana? ano na itsura mo ngaun mama?
adik: okie dokie lang ako!
: eto nothing new labs, sexy and maganda parin asawa mo! (isa pang epal ang mukha, hehehe)
Lalaki ko: talaga! dati ka nmang sexy e, kagigil ka na siguro mama! (bastos talaga tong lalaking to!)
adik and Lalaki---- nag uusap nang serysohan!!!!
adik: teka teka labs, kelan tayo ulit chat? miss na kita e!
Lalaki ko: hmmm, cge chat tayo Wednesday 8pm Pinas Time!
adik: so, Wednesday 8am Canada time??
Lalaki ko: opo, Mama... antayin mo lang ako ha?
adik: ok labs, antayin lang kita...
Lalaki ko: mama, dont forget the ano ha?
adik: ano daw??
Lalaki ko: dont forget the pictures! (ang kuletsss)
adik: pictures?? anong pictures?? hehehe yah yah! got it labs! (isa pang makulet)
Lalaki ko: love you mama
adik: love you too labs
adik: o pano yan, 1 minute na lang, baka maputol bigla to (foncard lang kasi gmit ko, hehehe)
Lalaki ko: cge Mama, love you
adik: love you too, miss u
Lalaki ko: kiss lang kita kay bugoy
: ingats ka jan mama
: ok lang kmi ni bugoy
adik: kau din jan, ingats kayo!
: i love you
TOT-TOT-TOT-TOT (ubos na ang card, the end)
WEDNESDAY 6am Canada time ---- ONLINE NA AKO! waiting for Mark!
... preparing the pictures he requested, kulets!
... blogging while waiting!
... 7:45 uy, malapit na ang 8 (excited)
... 8:30 bakit wala pa siya??? (kunot nuo)
... 9:00 still waiting (inis na ako)
... 11:00 wala parin (init na ulo ko!)
... 12:30 S***!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
featured song: My Idea of Heaven by Leigh Nash

I was browsing the youtube when I met Leigh Nash and her so so sooooooo heartbreaking and soulbreaking song, My Idea of Heaven.
When I first hear the song, omg! fell in love with the song, I google the lyrics and finally found it.
The lyrics are simple but straight to the heart, the beat, tempo are very relax to ears.
This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
I never thought you'd get here
This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
In Heaven love is everywhere
This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you









