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Showing posts with label labsyu. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Happy Valentines My Labs!

It's better be late than never. Never forgotten it's a hearts day few days ago, Happy Valentines Labs ko.

Celebrating hearts day without you is very hard, seeing couples happy together everywhere. Knowing that I'll still count many more days to be with you on the day of hearts, the day of LOVERS.

I'm used to kiss you everyday, now even touching your lips it's a dream. I wan't to wishper to your ear how much I miss you, missing someone like you makes my heart ache.

Distance is our fate today, don't know how long are we gonna pray and dream for each other to stay togther and live forever.

I wanna be home, I wanna be with you.

I love you not only when it's hearts day, I love you everyday and forever.

I Love You Labs Ko!
I Love You Kirk Ko!




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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

his BIG! my BUGOY is BIG now!

Can't imagine how many days, months, years I'm gone besides him. Never thougt days turn so fast, never thought my SON grew so fast.

2 years, yeah! 2 years not being with HIM makes me crazy. From the moment I left Him for reason until now, I still want HIM. I want to be a MOTHER.

Can't help but to cry, seeing pictures of HIM knowing that I'm away from HIM.












Compilations of Kirk Zeus recent pictures.
I MISS YOU!
I LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

INLAB ako kay LABs KO "anibersary special"



As what I've said, feeling inlab nanaman ang mode ko. It's because, papalapit na ang special day namin ni labs ko. Don't know pag dumarating ung araw na yun, bakit ang saya ko? Bakit na e-exicte ako? Bakit kinikilig ako? Ewan ko ba, isa lang siguro ang sagot. Inlab ako kay Labs Ko.

It's been a year, ay! years, years, years, years, years... ilang years un? ganun na katagal ko siyang mahal. Sa limang taon na yan, hindi ko masasabi sa umpisa pa lang nang relasyun namin ay may pag-ibig na kami sa isat-isa.

Hanggat sa lumago ang isang monthsary... ikalawang monthsary... unang anniversary... ika tatlong anniversary hanggang umabot sa ika limang anniversary, dun ko pa lang masasabi na hindi instant LOVE ang naramdaman ko, hindi LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT but our LOVE REALLY GROWS day by day until now, we feel like we just knew each other, knowing ourselves more and learn more with our relationship especially now, were in long distance relationship.



Me and Mark was started dating since, mid of August 2003. Kilala ko na siya nuon pa, sa isang village lang kami naka-tira at isang maliit na kalye lang ang pagitan nang mga bahay namin. Nakikita ko na siya dati pa, I know na si Mark siya, and he knew ako si Vera but we never talked. Not interested with each other.

I was 17yrs old and Mark was 19 when we first met, I met Mark, face to face sa jeepney...hehehe, yong common friend namin ang reason why I met him. And don't know that was the start of everything. I can still remember what was the exact date/time/place when we first met. It was Tuesday, between 8:30 to 9:00am sa jeepney... before ako papasok nang school nung araw na yun nung nakasabay ko siya sa jeep, tinawagan niya ako sa phone nung tanghaling un... dun na nag simula ang lahat.

Almost 1 month we constantly dating, after a month I decided to continue our relationship as friends to more than friends.



to be continue...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

featured song: Because Of You by Kyla

Is it Febuary yet? nah, too long to wait for Valentines Day. But for this week, my blog would be like celebrating "hearts day". You'll know the reason why I feel like soooooo inlove, soon you'll know. :)

For the introduction, our featured song of the week, Because Of You by Kyla. This song means a lot to me, a lot. A special song given by special someone, 5 years ago.

So corny to think, but so sweet for real.

Yeah, Because Of You... Because Of You.

Because Of You, I learned how to LOVE.





Because Of You by Kyla


If ever you wondered if you touched my soul, yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you said hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured somethin' inside of me
You make all my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me internally
I love you best explains how I feel for you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame

I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

BRIDGE
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me, I want the world to see
It's because of you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

message for you...

To: Mark

halu Labs, kamusta ka? kamusta kayo ni Kirk?
i miss you so much
miss ko Kirk ko...
'ope u and Kirk are doing fine.

If happens na mabasa mo 'to, wanna say sorry di ako nakakatawag sayo, sira pa din yong landline namin. If okay na ang phone namin, I'll call you right away. Na miss ko kaya ang asawa ko, na miss ko boses mo. love you

Oo nga pla, ibigay mo na kay Mommy yung gift mo para sa akin, para ma-isama na sa bagahe nila Lola and Lolo, para di makalimutan, sa 14 sila aalis jan. thanks sa giftt! love you

Send ur offline message sa ym ko, send mo sa akin kung anong araw ang day off mo sa work para alam ko kung anong oras ako tatawag. Send me the date and time kung kelan tayo chat, alam mo naman schedule ko... i am working at night na.

Sa ngayon, only my blog is our communication... dahil wala kaming landline sa ngayon. Iwan ka lang nang message jan sa chatbox ko. love you labs!

miss kita sobra...
miss ko si kirk...

i love Kirk so much!
i love you Labs!

kiss ako kay Kirk!
kiss din ako kay Mark!

Mama

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To all my dear friends here in blogosphere!

i miss you guys!

wanna say sorry, kinda busy now. I'm working again, and my work starts from 3:30pm to 11:30pm. My hours for blogging was cut-off due to my work.

But I will manage to visit your blogs, read and send comments or message. Watch out for me, I might visit your blogs 2-3 times a week unlike before always blog hopping. :)

Regarding with my postings, I will try to post every other day.

Lessen my outdoor activities now, but there still some gimmiks after long work. Time for some making money once again, and I'll be working and working and working.

i'll make it up to you guys...

love y'all!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

featured song: Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal


Featured song of the week,


Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal
by: Brownman Revival









Itanong mo sa akin
Kung sino’ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko’y di magtatagal


[chorus]
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo’y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman

Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba

[repeat chorus]

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…




I LOVE YOU MARK and KIRK

Friday, August 29, 2008

miss kita anak!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!


mama misses you so much!
i love you bugoy ko!


have a nice weekend y'all guys...

Friday, August 15, 2008

I DEMAND for my pasalubong...



Finally, dumating na ang visitors visa nang lola and lolo ko for almost a couple of months processing and waiting. They were so excited to go here, they want to see the snow as always.


They'll be here hopefully, in the middle of September and they are planing to stay here until December, after my lolo's birthday. I hope and pray, kaya nila mag stay na nang ganun ka tagal dito aside from the weather and temperature, alam kong maninibago sila.

September is the first month of Fall, expecting that month will be so windy and not so cold. And for another reason, kung kaya ba nilang mag tagal dito na hindi sila ma BORED, coz I know how it feels... masyadong depressing ang atmosphere sa Canada pag dumating na ang tag-lamig... you can't see the sun rise in the morning and you can't see the sun is setting down in the afternoon. You can't see any people walking around outside, playing in the park, you can't see anyone unless, your going to the mall... jan mo makikita ang lahat nang tao, making themselves busy.

Nevertheless, they are so excited to be here... kung puwede nga lang kahapon, ngayon sila pupunta ginawa na nila... but as what I've said to my dearest lola and lolo, they need to consider the TIME and the WEATHER here... baka kasi at the end of their vacation hindi sila masaya because they feel BORED, para sa paboriting apo nila... I don't wanna feel them the word BORING, matanda na sila and who knows, but I'm not praying... this is the first and the last vacation nila sa Canada... I told them, kelangan ma enjoy nila ang pag bisita nila dito.

On the other hand, they are asking me kung "anong gusto kong pasalubong", paboritong apo e, hihihi. Hmmm, well ala nman masayadong demand ang Vera, an dami rin kasing Pilipino Foods. Konting-konti lang naman ang hinihingi ko, example... Polvoron and Popcorn nang Goldilocks, pinadala ko rin ang iba kong damit na iniwan ko sa Pinas, nag pa-bili rin ako nang tri-band na cellphone and roaming na sim, and I requested to send recent family pictures, recent pictures of KIRK ZEUS and a gift from my fiancee, dahil 5th anniversary namin sa Sept. 19...

Can't wait my lola and lolo to be here... oh, speaking of my lola... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOLA! birthday nya ngaung Sunday, 17.
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Before I forgot, and be out for 2 days camping... ok lang, makalimutan ang lahat nang na-mention na pasalubong, kung puwede lang sana isama at para makita ko na sila once and for all... I DEMAND FOR MY PASALUBONG!!!

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MY FAMILY...
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MARK (fiancee)
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especialy, MY BABY...
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KIRK ZEUS







I'll be off for Saturday and Sunday, another summer adventure. I'll be out for 2 days camping. Updates after the camp.
HAPPY SAFE WEEKEND Y'ALL!!


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Monday, August 11, 2008

long distance relationship...




Everybody knows who that guy (Mark) is in my life. Everybody knows how much I loved him as much as he do. Everybody knows that I'm so into him. But everybody doesn't know how much I missed being intimate with Mark for the past 1 yr and 7mons.


I'm not stupid to say, I didn't miss Mark. If I have one chance, one wish tonight... my wish is to have ONE-NIGHT-STAND with him.





ONE-NIGHT -STAND
(vErAdIk)

Kelan kita huling nakita?
Alam ko pa ba ang iyong itsura?
Kelan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mukha?
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, makita kita.

Kelan kita huling nakausap?
Kagabi lang diba?
Tila parang ang layo mo kapag kausap kita.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, makausap kita nang harapan.

Kelan kita huling kinagat?
May marka pa ba ang iyong braso?
Hanggang ngayon nangigigil parin ako.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, hayaan mo akong kagatin ka.

Kelan kita huling pinasaya?
Palagi naman diba?
Ang sarap nang pakiramdam na lagi kang masaya
Sana kahit man lang isang gabi, mapasaya kita dahil kasama mo ako.

Kelan kita huling pina-iyak?
Wag mo sabihing madalas.
Hindi ko kayang paiyakin ka mahal ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, magawa kitang pa-iyakin sa tuwa.

Kelan kita huling nakayakap?
Kasing higpit parin ba tulad nang dati ang yakap mo?
Gusto ko maramdaman ang yakap mo araw-araw.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, mag kayakap tayo sa dilim.

Kelan kita huling na halikan?
Kagabi lang diba? Goodbye kiss sa telepono.
Hindi sapat ang lahat, kulang.
Sana isang gabi man lang maramdaman ko ang labi mo sa labi ko, na tila ayaw mag pa-awat.

Kelan kita huling nakasama sa dilim?
Kilala mo pa ba kung sino tayo sa dilim?
Hinahanap ko ang init nang katawan mo, sa gabing malamig sa kinaroroonan ko.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, magkasama tayo sa dilim, magkayakap at masaya.

Kelan kita huling minahal?
Walang segundo na hindi kita minahal, walang araw na hindi ikaw ang laman nang puso ko.
Dahil ikaw at ikaw ang pag-ibig ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, masabi at maipakita ko sayo kung gaano kita ka mahal.

Monday, August 4, 2008

friendship day...

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HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

To all my dear friends,happy friendship day to all of you.
Making a post here is not enough to say how much I am happy to know you as my friends, this is one of my way to express my love and gratitude for coming into my world.
It's not important who are you, where we met and how we met as long as, you've been part of me and tressured by me as my dear friends.
I won't mention any names to be fair, you know who you are.

IKAW YUN KAIBIGAN!

note:

sorry guys, i havn't seen you for a while... just got busy, busy of outdoor activities "summer galore" and for not updating.

if my mind and body is set, i'll be updating and posting... i'll share with you my "long weekend".

as of now, just got home an hour before this post... and so tired. i'll leave y'all early and see you tomorrow for my updates.

nytie nytie guys...




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Saturday, August 2, 2008

GUILTY!! no comment... II

I thought his reaction/objection end with one message in my cbox, that was the part 1 I guess.


2 Aug 08, 08:20
papa marko: mag ayus ka talaga dyan..naga worrie talaga ako sayo bka ano na ginagawa mo dyan..pero kung ano man yan ikaw na bahala..suportahan taka..ilang buwan na lng malapit na mag kita na tayo..bakit may gina
2 Aug 08, 08:21
papa marko: gina hanap ka pa bang iba.may kalandian kpala..ngaun ko lng yan nalaman na sinabi mo,wag ka ganyan nag kalayo lng tayo ganyan kna..luv u mama
Aug 08, 08:23
papa marko: naka back seen kapa..ano yan tempting?loko lng.u know na wat to do..may tiwala namn ako sau.ingat na lng palagi.lam ko namn na maganda ang mama tine koh kya ko ginusto..luv u mama

After all this messages... I will shut my big mouth, it's not because I'm guilty of anything. Seriously, I dont have any guilt, it's just I dont want this small silly scenario will be the reason of our LQ.
I'll try to call him today, and explain.

HAPPY WEEKEND GUYS!

Friday, August 1, 2008

GUILTY!! no comment...


Di pa natapos ang araw nang biyernes sa akin pero may nakakaloka nang nangyari. As always, 5:30 am gising na ako kahit madaling araw na ako natutulog, nakasanayan na nang katawan ko magising nang ganyang oras.

As usual, every friday tinatawagan ko labs Marko ko, dahil every weekend di ako mahahagilap dito sa bahay. Passed 10:00am Canada time, tinawagan ko siya... we talked for about more than an hour hanggang sa maubos ung $2.50 na phonecard ko.

Okay naman ang conversation namin... himala nga e, alang LQ. Okay naman daw sila and my baby. Ayun kahit ano ano lang ang pinag uusapan, labyu dito; labyu jan... mishoo labs; mishoo u too mama... yang mga ganyang tipo na conversation lang that makes LDR works.

"You have 60sec. more" -- sabi nang operator. Pag yan na ang maririnig namin madalian na ang usapan dahil di mo mamalayan wala kana sa linya in a minute. As we end up our conversation, nag paalam ako sa kanya na I will spend my weekend sa house nang friend ko and siya naman nag paalam na ipapasyal niya daw bugoy namin si Kirk, at the end isa lang ang point YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO, that line means a lot... linya pa yan nang dadi ko na ngayon ginagamit na namin ni Mark sa isat-isa.

That was the end of our conversation and I thought maganda na yung conversation namin. I was wrong again, lagi na lang ako sapul. hahaha

I found my self GUILTY, yeah GUILTY.

This is all about finacee Mark reaction sa last post ko "frustrated Macho Chaser". Yah, as in object to the honor talaga ang drama nya... wahaahaha.

I know fiancee Mark, knows bout my blogging habbit and I know minsan dumadalaw siya, nakikibasa at nagkokomento. Ang mali ko lang sa sobrang kompyansa ko akala ko bibihara lang siya dumadalaw, e kasi nga di naman siya nakakapag net nang madalas dahil busy sa trabaho, without knowing napapadlas na pla ang dalaw niya to read at mag react bout it.

Di ko naman kasi sinasabi sa kanya bout my post, gusto siya ang makakabasa mismo and I don't have fears kung nababasa niya kasi ala naman akong maling ginawa, kung ano man yung na ipost ko that's ME, walang labis; walang kulang...kaya kung mababasa niya ay kalandian, ako rin yun...wahahaha. Seriously, dapat alam na niya na may landi factor fiancee nya... hehee, pro as what I've known I AM NOT VULGAR in my post here, dba?

Natatawa lang kasi ako, my lasy post "frustrated Macho Chaser" is all about my dad and how I was sad and frustrated when dadi loose his almost perfect body and how I love macho guys. Sinamahan ko lang nang konting landian para di maging boring post ko.

But I feel guilty, when I saw fiancee Mark reaction/objection and so sa cbox ko... Akalain mong biglang dumalaw at nataon pa na ang post ko ay medyo may landian effect, and mind you guys... I've mentioned something pa like this...


... kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz


Can you see, caught in the act ang bruhang adik sa kalandian, kung hindi ba naman ako gaga. But anyways, wala yun sa akin, no big deal... I just express what I want, di yun pangangaliwa huh!?

Eto ang shocking reaction ni finacee Mark... copy paste ko na lang from my cbox:


1 Aug 08, 11:30papa marko: ikaw bantay ka lng..ano yang gna pantasya mo dyan...ingatka lng sa kin pag maka usap kita..wag ka ganyan pangit tingnan relax ka lng sa ganyan bagay..luv u mama ingat palagi..!!!relax


Oh dba? kakaloka ang komento nang mahal ko. Na isip ko tuloy kung tatawag ako sa lunes, malamang sermon abot ko. Jusko, kakaloka ka labs ko...


Para kay labs Marko,

Sa lahat nang yan, walang makakatalo sayo. Dahil kung sila ang pinagpapantasyahan ko sa araw, IKAW naman ang pinagpapantasyahan ko sa pagtulog at sa pag gising ko sa umaga.

Your always in my mind, kaya wag kanang mag selos jan...mag palaki kana lang nang katawan jan para pagumuwi ako... sulit ang pagtitiis ko nang dalawang taon.

Nagmula kay labs Vera


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Saturday, July 19, 2008

19th day of the month!

Though I feel where having a trip in a rocky road now, I can never forget the day where all the LOVE begins.

When I said iloveyoutoo and kiss him in the lips with LOVE.
When I hold his hand and touch his palm
When I hug him tight makes me feel fine
When Im with him I feel im alive
-vErAdiK-


HAPPY 58TH MONTHSARY LABS KOH...



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Friday, July 18, 2008

long distance relationship...


Everyone wants everything to be perfect (including me). Everyone wants to be happy in a perfect way but we always failed because... Everything is not perfect, is it true right??

In my whole life having relationship with guys ngayon lang ako nahirapan nang husto, making our relationship perfect. Ako yung tipo na easy go lucky sa relationship, if he wants then I want, if he dont like it then I dont like it too.

In 4yrs of relationship with Mark (fiance), ngayon lang kami nagkahiwalay. We used to be wih each other every single day nung nasa Pinas pa ako, kaya nman sobrang nahirapan ako mag adjust when I need to leave him and our baby.


Having LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP!! wow, ang hirap!


You cant see him, you cant touch him, you cant see his all actions at lahat... only the word TRUST TO EACH OTHER ang palaging nakikita, nahahawakan at nararamdaman. If the TRUST is in good terms sa relationship everything follows, the LOVE, UNDERSTANDING, and so on.

Mark and I, as a couple for 4 yrs we are not used to have big issue. Ngayon lang talaga kami nagkakaroon nang big fights, minsan ibaba na lang ang telepono masama pa ang loob sa isat-isa... ang hirap kaya nun. Pero ika nga nila,
"hindi masaya ang isang relasyun kung walang rambol, hindi maging matatag kung walang away to test your relationsip",and its true.

Emot nanaman ako, hayzzzz... buhayzzzz!

Nung una pa man, I am used to put my all emotions in poems. I am poetess ika nga nang friend kong Canadian.

Kayo na ang mag sabi, whats with us right now. Basta ang alam ko, where still strong but may mga pangyayari talaga na sadyang pumapasok sa isang relasyun para subukan kung hanggang saan ang pag-iibigan nang magsing-irog.

I made a poem base on my emotion and the things happening with us.

STATUS

I feel were apart
Coz I feel I'm not that important
I feel so terrible
When you say, Your not available

I can't touch you anymore
Thinking how long it will take more
Giving my best, to have you in my heart
Just to feel were not falling apart

Do I need to ask, whats wrong with us?
Do I need to guess, whats in this mess?
I want to ask, I want to guess
I want to save this relationship for best

Baby, before its too late
I want to know your my fate
Dont give me hate
Coz I dont want to be failed
-vErAdIk-

Friday, July 11, 2008

miss kita sobra!



Kirk Zeus was 8mons old when I left him for good, to work as caregiver here in Canada. Miles away from him never been easy for me. From the start, when I was pregnant with him I set my self in this sitation coz I know it wil not be easy being away from someone who really you loved, lalo pa kung anak mo ang iiwan mo, shocks! drum drum na ang napundar ko sa kakaiyak.


My first year here was so terrible, I can stop thinking of my son. Konting kaba ko lang ayun hawak ko agad ang telepono, dial the # bahala na ang Tita ko sa bills basta maging kampante lang ang loob ko.


And now, look at him. He's so big na and sabi nila ang arte nang bugoy ko, maldito at spoiled. Kung ang tatay niya ang tatanungin mo, kung saan nakuha ni Kirk ang ugaling maldito at maarte ang taging sagot lang nang Tatay, saan pa ba sa Nanay niyang maldita at maarte. Okay, okay fine, whatever.

Kirk Zeus is 2yrs old now. I hope when he turns 3, I'll be singing with him already with his Papa Marko. I am looking forward to be with him next year in Gods grace.

I miss you so much Bugoy ko. Mama love's you so much!


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Thursday, July 10, 2008

IM SORRY! "you can't blame me"

"You Cant Blame Me!"

You can't blame me, bakit sumama ang loob ko sayo.
You can't blame me, bakit putak ako nang putak.
You can't balme me, bakit grabe ako mag isip.
You can't balme me, bakit sobra akong mag alala.
You can't blame me, coz I love you so much.

IM SORRY!
Im sorry for what I've said
Im sorry for what I've done
Im sorry for what I think about you
Im sorry, I just can't stop thinking of you.

Marami akong nasabi because of what happen, akala ko I said it right. Akala ko all my thoughts are good, akala ko tama lang na magalit ako because hindi niya na tupad ang usapan. Akala... puro na lang akala, mamamatay ako sa daming akala.


I admitt, nakakaloka mag antay sa wala. But no one can blame me bakit nagagalit ako, ilang oras ba naman akong pag antayin sa wala, talagang sasabog utak ko.


Hindi ako naka tiis, I called Mark. And talking to him makes me feel good bout what happen. Now I know bakit di siya nakapag online, and I'm so guilty feeling like this, nagagalit wala sa lugar. But he said sory din for not being around last wednesday.


Ayan, bati na kami ulit. Ang kulet namin, para kaming bata... away- bati. It feels good pag galing sa rambol, ubod nang sweet ang lalaki ko, parang siya na ang babae sa amin.


Theres always a reason for everything. I love you Labs.

Monday, June 30, 2008

featured song: My Idea of Heaven by Leigh Nash


I was browsing the youtube when I met Leigh Nash and her so so sooooooo heartbreaking and soulbreaking song, My Idea of Heaven.

When I first hear the song, omg! fell in love with the song, I google the lyrics and finally found it.

The lyrics are simple but straight to the heart, the beat, tempo are very relax to ears.


And I dedicate this song to my 2 boys in life that makes me in heaven when I'm with them. They make me inlove always.


Featured song/video of the week and its lyrics.
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My Idea of Heaven by Leigh Nash

I never thought I'd get here
I was so far away
I didn't believe in love
Thought it was just a game people play
Everything changed when I met you
I touched your hand
You took my heart
And you led me to a better place
Just the two of us in the dark

This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
This is my idea of Heaven nothing else I'd rather do

I never thought you'd get here
Why'd you make me wait?
But when I looked into your eyes
I recognized you were my fate
I'd been living in a lonely shell
With no windows to the world
How in God's name did you find the lone star's loneliest girl?

This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
This is my idea of Heaven nothing else I'd rather do
To feel you heart beating
To feel our lips meeting
This is my idea of Heaven ooooo

In Heaven love is everywhere
There is no pain there are no tears
In Heaven love lasts forever
It doesn't disappear

This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you
This is my idea of Heaven nothing else I'd rather do
To feel you heart beating
To feel our lips meeting
This is my idea of Heaven ooooo
This is my idea of Heaven lying here with you

Friday, June 27, 2008

meaning of -VeRaDiK-













<--- Oh, for goodness sake, I'm not into this!



Yeah! I'm into them for sure!







i love you!!!
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Thursday, June 26, 2008

i feel nothing... "paramdam ka naman!"

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10:20 pm I want to sleep...







I cant sleep coz im so sick...







thinking of nothing...







feeling so shit!...







its hard to think of you...







coz there's nothing Hello's from you...







I tried to reach you...







Your out of reach when i feel to say I LOVE YOU!...




"paramdam ka naman!"




... kc miss kita nang sobra, di ko alam kung na miss mo ba ako, almost a week na tayong walang communication, im not used it!
... i tried to understand this situation, but i cant. my mind keeps on thinking stupid and im scared that my thoughts would be true, please dont!



mahal na mahal kita!




na miss lang kita kaya emot nanaman ako... (crying)




-mamaTine-

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I WAV YOU!

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... wala lang! just wanna say I WAV YOU!