Autmn In My Heart

Enjoying the colours of Autmn Season with good friend Lee.

Missin' you guys! Pardon me if I can't update my blog, never thought I could be busy this time. Here's some photos that will make you updated.

Have a nice week!

PAIN is subject of L-O-V-E

Love can be in many ways, love can be subject in our lives. Love can be so powerful, love can rule us. But L-O-V-E can give PAIN.

Have you ever wonder you’ll be hurt when you love? Of course not, all we know everything will be perfect when you love someone, and love can give us happiness in the end.

How will you say, that’s my “MAN” if he hurts you so bad? How will you explain he’ll not leave you, when he always walked away? How will you say, he loves you much, if your expecting nothing from him? How will you say, “please stay” if he doesn’t love you anymore?

How will you move on, in his LOVE? How?

Love causes more pain. The more we love, the more we get hurt. The question, are we still ready to get hurt and to love more? It’s only YOU’RE HEART can say that, it’s only YOU who can say… I CAN STILL LOVE despite of PAIN you caused me.

Set your HEART when you love again, don’t expect too much. Expect more friendship reletaionship between you and the guy, but don’t expect that he’ll LOVE YOU as you wish in him. Don’t expect that everything will be perfect ‘coz it can’t be perfect.

To you my dear friend, always remember… once in your life you cried because you LOVED someone. And now, I know your waiting for someone who will give LOVE to you, and I know your waiting. Just dont forget, “it can’t be love with out pain”.

Forget your past and learn for it, gurl.

Here’s a poem for you, you inspired me today and I wrote something from my heart for you. ‘Ope you like it.

PAIN

Looking back the memoirs, feeling so bliss
Knowing you is my gladness
Remembering all the days with you is my happiness
Loving you can be payless

I thought you’d love me, as me
Never thought I could be so empty
I consider You and Me will be true
Now I’m falling out of blue

We promised to say, I do
But where are you, now that I need you?
We promised that ‘till the end
We’ll sleep in one bed

How can I say nothing from you?
If I still love you
But what can I do?
I am not your beau

How can I move, if you’re still in my groove?
Thinking how can I live so freely, knowing that I’m so uneasy?
I want to be free and to love again
I’ll take this as a subject, to not fall out of love again


-vErAdiK-

Trip @ Muskoka, Canada

Enjoying the view of Autumn in Muskoka, Canada with my bakasyonistang Lolo and Lola.

I MISS YOU GUYS!

bakasyonista sa Canada

hello world! lolz

i miss being here, really.

wooossshhh, earning for a leaving makes me crazy. no time for extra activities, working from 3:30pm to 11:30pm, not only just working but it was really a hard work, standing for 8hrs straight having 15mins and 30mins brake won't give me a lot rest. "sigh"

anyways, 2 weeks ago dumating ang lolo and lola ko from Pinas. They came here for vacation purpose, kaya medyo enjoy na, marami na kami sa bahay ngayon. They'll be here until December, 14.

in 2 weeks time, an dami na nilang na puntahan habang ako nag tratrabaho sa gabi. they were amaze here in Canada.

i think, they are enjoying they stay here.

bakasyonista sa Canada!!

daan lang ako...

just a quick post!

its been a while since my last post, i know that was last few days. I want to update regulary but my work makes me busy and tired. I am very sorry to you guys, haven't visited your blogs and leave some messages.

right now, after making this very short post, i'll be going to bed already. Feeling so tired, wanna have some rest.

just drooping here to say to y'all...



Myspace Funny Hello Graphics


have a nice week ahead!!

be back soon!

INLAB ako kay LABs KO "anibersary special"

As what I've said, feeling inlab nanaman ang mode ko. It's because, papalapit na ang special day namin ni labs ko. Don't know pag dumarating ung araw na yun, bakit ang saya ko? Bakit na e-exicte ako? Bakit kinikilig ako? Ewan ko ba, isa lang siguro ang sagot. Inlab ako kay Labs Ko.

It's been a year, ay! years, years, years, years, years... ilang years un? ganun na katagal ko siyang mahal. Sa limang taon na yan, hindi ko masasabi sa umpisa pa lang nang relasyun namin ay may pag-ibig na kami sa isat-isa.

Hanggat sa lumago ang isang monthsary... ikalawang monthsary... unang anniversary... ika tatlong anniversary hanggang umabot sa ika limang anniversary, dun ko pa lang masasabi na hindi instant LOVE ang naramdaman ko, hindi LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT but our LOVE REALLY GROWS day by day until now, we feel like we just knew each other, knowing ourselves more and learn more with our relationship especially now, were in long distance relationship.

Me and Mark was started dating since, mid of August 2003. Kilala ko na siya nuon pa, sa isang village lang kami naka-tira at isang maliit na kalye lang ang pagitan nang mga bahay namin. Nakikita ko na siya dati pa, I know na si Mark siya, and he knew ako si Vera but we never talked. Not interested with each other.

I was 17yrs old and Mark was 19 when we first met, I met Mark, face to face sa jeepney...hehehe, yong common friend namin ang reason why I met him. And don't know that was the start of everything. I can still remember what was the exact date/time/place when we first met. It was Tuesday, between 8:30 to 9:00am sa jeepney... before ako papasok nang school nung araw na yun nung nakasabay ko siya sa jeep, tinawagan niya ako sa phone nung tanghaling un... dun na nag simula ang lahat.

Almost 1 month we constantly dating, after a month I decided to continue our relationship as friends to more than friends.

to be continue...

featured song: Because Of You by Kyla

Is it Febuary yet? nah, too long to wait for Valentines Day. But for this week, my blog would be like celebrating "hearts day". You'll know the reason why I feel like soooooo inlove, soon you'll know. :)

For the introduction, our featured song of the week, Because Of You by Kyla. This song means a lot to me, a lot. A special song given by special someone, 5 years ago.

So corny to think, but so sweet for real.

Yeah, Because Of You... Because Of You.

Because Of You, I learned how to LOVE.

Because Of You by Kyla

If ever you wondered if you touched my soul, yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you said hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured somethin' inside of me
You make all my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me internally
I love you best explains how I feel for you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame

I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

BRIDGE
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me, I want the world to see
It's because of you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

hey! im still here...

happy me, our phone and internet connection was back now...


it does mean, I'm here again...


though i can access the internet now, i can't still promise to visit blogs, chatting with my dear friends regularly. In short, no more extra time for computer addiction. hayzzz


it's Saturday, and still I feel so tired of working for the whole week. No mood to go out anymore, I just want to take a rest for the whole week

honestly, i miss you guys!

ooohh, later this afternoon I got a phone call with somebody that makes me so happy, very much happy. I will reveal that happiness soon. :)

just wanna be happy now!

happy weekend guys!

message for you...

To: Mark

halu Labs, kamusta ka? kamusta kayo ni Kirk?
i miss you so much
miss ko Kirk ko...
'ope u and Kirk are doing fine.

If happens na mabasa mo 'to, wanna say sorry di ako nakakatawag sayo, sira pa din yong landline namin. If okay na ang phone namin, I'll call you right away. Na miss ko kaya ang asawa ko, na miss ko boses mo. love you

Oo nga pla, ibigay mo na kay Mommy yung gift mo para sa akin, para ma-isama na sa bagahe nila Lola and Lolo, para di makalimutan, sa 14 sila aalis jan. thanks sa giftt! love you

Send ur offline message sa ym ko, send mo sa akin kung anong araw ang day off mo sa work para alam ko kung anong oras ako tatawag. Send me the date and time kung kelan tayo chat, alam mo naman schedule ko... i am working at night na.

Sa ngayon, only my blog is our communication... dahil wala kaming landline sa ngayon. Iwan ka lang nang message jan sa chatbox ko. love you labs!

miss kita sobra...
miss ko si kirk...

i love Kirk so much!
i love you Labs!

kiss ako kay Kirk!
kiss din ako kay Mark!

Mama

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To all my dear friends here in blogosphere!

i miss you guys!

wanna say sorry, kinda busy now. I'm working again, and my work starts from 3:30pm to 11:30pm. My hours for blogging was cut-off due to my work.

But I will manage to visit your blogs, read and send comments or message. Watch out for me, I might visit your blogs 2-3 times a week unlike before always blog hopping. :)

Regarding with my postings, I will try to post every other day.

Lessen my outdoor activities now, but there still some gimmiks after long work. Time for some making money once again, and I'll be working and working and working.

i'll make it up to you guys...

love y'all!

NAUGHTY weekend...

Naughty weekend, walang magawa sa bahay. Last Saturday, nasa bahay lang ako buong araw. Niyaya ako nang bestfrend kong lumabas after her work pero di ko siya pinaunlakan, wala akong mood to go out, umuulan at malamig.

Tinamad ako lumabas nung Saturday, instead, nilinis ko ang magulo kong kwarto, nag linis-lins din ako nang bahay. After doing my chores wala na akong ginawa kundi matulog, kumain, emot-emot at kung ano-ano pa, until na feel ko ang boredom. Hirap talaga pag nasanay sa gala, di na ako sanay na nasa bahay na lang. (sigh)

Kaya nung araw nang Linggo, pinasya ko nang tawagan ang bestfriend ko at inaya lumabas at mag ikot-ikot sa mall. Ma-ulan parin ang araw nang Linggo, pero kahit malamig na tuloy parin kami nang aking bespren.

Hapon na kami nag kita sabus terminal at sabay na pumunta sa mall. 2 weeks din kaming walang communication dahil busy siya sa work, kaya walang katapusang kwentuhan nanaman ang drama namin. Kahit dalawa lang kami, parang amin ang mundo sa tawanan, hampasan at kulitan. Daming chikka ni bespren.

Bago pa man na-punta sa pagiging "naughty weekend" ko/namin, dumaan muna kami sa isang men's apparel. Since season end na, it means... season sale nanaman. And it's true, sale nga sa men's apparel na pinuntahan namin, West Coat. Pagkakataon nanaman namin mamili nang mga kung ano-ano para sa aming mga fafa.

Ayun nga, kahit budgeted lang ang aking pera... sa sobrang sale nakabili ako nang 3 shirts for only $4 each, from the original price of $22, bonggang bongga diba?

After buying some stuffs, at bumili nang pasalubong na poporn sa aming mga alaga, sa tapat nang pabilihan nang popcorn may isang tindahan na makulit... "naughty store"!

Eto pa ang nakasulat na babala sa tabi nang mga bawat product nila, buti na lang walang guard na para mag tanong nang edad ko, hehehe.

Cool stuffs meron sila. Isang portion lang ang naka-agaw pansin sa amin nang bespren ko, di kasi kami dito pumapasok sa tindahan "SPENCER GIFT" kahit halos tindahan sa mall na ikot na namin, first time lang namin 'to.

Para kaming mga baliw sa aming nakita, parang mga neneng inosente. Sa sobrang curious, binuklat namin ang mga ibang books, mga different kinds of books bout "_ _ _". Natatawa kami sa aming mga nakita, ewan ko ba anong nakain namin bat kami pumasok dun, pro infairness ang kulit nang mga pabili nila. Gusto nyu sample? hehehe, kodakan moment kahit bawal ang camera sa loob.

sssshhh!!! no malice, trip lang!

my connection, really sucks!

... wala kaming dial tone!

... wala kaming marinig na "kring-kring-kring"

... disconnected lagi ako sa internet!

... nag loloko na ang linya, pa-putol-putol!

... di ako makapag log-in sa ym

... di ako makapag download, na di-disconnect ako!

ano ba ang nangyayari sa telepono namin? gabi na, wala parin kaming dial tone. susme! sira ang aming phone connection. pati ang internet connection namin nag loloko din, na aasar na ako.

gusto kong tumawag kay bugoy Kirk ko and kay fiancee Mark... di ko magawa, aaahhhggggrrr!

kaya eto ako, short post lang. dahil pag madami aking download na photos nawawala ang internet connection ko, huhuhuhu.

if ok na ang connection, ok na din ako. ang aga kong i-off ang computer dahil na bubuset lang ako, laging nag loloko... gggrrr!

my connection, really sucks!

nytie nytie guys!

have a nice week ahead of y'all!
muah

featured song: Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal

Featured song of the week,

Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal
by: Brownman Revival

Itanong mo sa akin
Kung sino’ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko’y di magtatagal


[chorus]
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo’y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman

Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba

[repeat chorus]

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…

I LOVE YOU MARK and KIRK

H- E- L- P

i need HELP!

i need HELP!

i need HELP!

im so...

so...

so...

B

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BORED!

BORED!

Restless Feet of Veradik...

Oh my, restless feet... what have you done to me?

Almost 12hrs I'm out of my bed and only my feet was my boss, and that's me... tired tired tired... but it doesn't mean I gave up! nah, that's not me... bonggang bongga... go for it!

It was 12mid night last Sunday we went home, from 8 in the morning. That's me... gala to tha max.

Few weeks to go, and you can't see me like this... no more sun that shines so bright that gives me sunburn. Fall is coming, dunno what could be my activities in this season. Its getting colder, signs of Fall and Winter season.

I'll surely miss the fun I have.

Till next summer again!

Oooppsss, this is not yet a goodbye for summer... lets just see what's my next weekend!

@ Lantern Festival, Toronto

August 31,2008

more photos HERE.