vEra and her addicts...

i miss you!

2009-08-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

"He told me, his tired of waiting. He has no idea that I am tired than he was. Tired of waking up without him, tired of sleeping in my bed without him at my side. I am tired of crying when I am down bcoz YOU are not here to keep my spirit alive. I am tired bein' away from YOU! I want you so bad. I miss you so much. :( " iloveyou

...desicion making!

2009-08-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

Thinkin' of goin' back in blogging!

I've never forgotten my blog world, I just can't get my mind and heart put back together to start writing again. I am now struggling in making desicion wether I'm back or not. I want it!

A lil' more time and surely -vErAdiK- is back.

Hearts Day with Friends!

2009-02-17T17:40:00.000-08:00

Febuary 14, it was hearts day again. No love ones beside us... yeah, i called it VALENTINES WITHOUT YOU!

I'm with my friends last valentines day. It was a happy night with them, I enjoy and no regrets being with them. I choose to hang out rather than pouring some rain from my eyes.

Yeah, you know veradik when I am so dramatic... no limits of tears flowing. This time my valentines most likely im alive, no more tears I tried not to cry but still I cried.

After the night, as went home and tried to sleep... I can't still help my self but to cry, missing YOU, yes YOU my Labs and Bugoy.

Thanks to you guys, for making my day great.

Veradik, Adrian, Lee

Hanney, Lee

Hanney, Veradik

Single ladies: Veradik, Jane, Hanney, Lee

Lee, Adrian

Adrian, Veradik

L-R: Hanney, Jane, Lee

Love You Guys!

Happy Valentines My Labs!

2009-02-17T17:13:00.000-08:00

It's better be late than never. Never forgotten it's a hearts day few days ago, Happy Valentines Labs ko.

Celebrating hearts day without you is very hard, seeing couples happy together everywhere. Knowing that I'll still count many more days to be with you on the day of hearts, the day of LOVERS.

I'm used to kiss you everyday, now even touching your lips it's a dream. I wan't to wishper to your ear how much I miss you, missing someone like you makes my heart ache.

Distance is our fate today, don't know how long are we gonna pray and dream for each other to stay togther and live forever.

I wanna be home, I wanna be with you.

I love you not only when it's hearts day, I love you everyday and forever.

I Love You Labs Ko!
I Love You Kirk Ko!

tagged: from MoMMycOOL

2009-02-08T15:36:00.000-08:00

The Rules:

You need to list 5 addictions and pass this tag/award to your friends.

-- I can't give my 5 addictions for now I have 3 of mine.

First in my list, of course, my dear Mark and Kirk. They are my addictions from the start and will be forever.
Having them makes me complete.
Love you Papa Marko and Kirk

Ang tropang PEPE, yeah, they are my crowds. They are my barkada. We used to call us PEPE, dunno how it happens but we are happy to call as PEPE.
We met later last year, we worked on the same factory where I worked.
We clicked and here we are, hangging and bonding together.
L-R: Percy, Eric, Veradik, Diane, Lea, Andrew, Lee, Jane, Adrian

I can't still deny my addictions with chocolate... now that everyday I can eat free chocolates at work.
Lovin' chocolates...

Thanks for the tagged mommycool, ateganda!

This tagged is free for all, I am passing this to everyone. Feel free to grabbed.

gossip harmlessly....

2009-01-23T21:04:00.000-08:00

Intriguing? Well, yes. It's not a surprise if everyone can make a conclusion we are "lovers". Eveybody thinks we are.

Oh yeah! His my co-worker, Percy I mean Kuya Percy.

We are close, yeah... kaya na-issue kami sa trabaho na may relasyon daw kaming dalawa. The hell, what mind do they have. And here's the funniest thing, kami "daw" its because lagi daw nya ako kasama sa car... lagi daw nya akong sinusundo before work and drop home after work... hehehehe, di ba nila na isip na siya ang ride ko. Hay ewan... gagawa na lang nang issue yong malabo pa magkatotoo. lolz

His a jolly and witty man kaya close ako sa kanya. His smart and a very good friend, di nga lang sa akin close si Percy e... close siya sa amin, sa barkada namin... siya ang KUYA namin sa group.

GOSSIP HARMLESSLY!!!

his BIG! my BUGOY is BIG now!

2009-01-21T18:51:00.000-08:00

Can't imagine how many days, months, years I'm gone besides him. Never thougt days turn so fast, never thought my SON grew so fast.

2 years, yeah! 2 years not being with HIM makes me crazy. From the moment I left Him for reason until now, I still want HIM. I want to be a MOTHER.

Can't help but to cry, seeing pictures of HIM knowing that I'm away from HIM.

Compilations of Kirk Zeus recent pictures.

I MISS YOU!

I LOVE YOU!

I'M HERE, i wanna be home again...

2009-01-21T07:28:00.000-08:00

guys... guys... guys... guys...

im really here...

i wanna be home again,

how i miss being at home in blogging...

i really do.

falls alarm, i thought i lost my blog again...

im here, goin back on track again.

for almost 3 months im gone,

can't wait to share more stories...

see you here guys

"MORE OFTEN"!!!

Autmn In My Heart

2008-10-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

Enjoying the colours of Autmn Season with good friend Lee.

Missin' you guys! Pardon me if I can't update my blog, never thought I could be busy this time. Here's some photos that will make you updated.

Have a nice week!

PAIN is subject of L-O-V-E

2008-10-19T19:10:00.000-07:00

Love can be in many ways, love can be subject in our lives. Love can be so powerful, love can rule us. But L-O-V-E can give PAIN.

Have you ever wonder you’ll be hurt when you love? Of course not, all we know everything will be perfect when you love someone, and love can give us happiness in the end.

How will you say, that’s my “MAN” if he hurts you so bad? How will you explain he’ll not leave you, when he always walked away? How will you say, he loves you much, if your expecting nothing from him? How will you say, “please stay” if he doesn’t love you anymore?

How will you move on, in his LOVE? How?

Love causes more pain. The more we love, the more we get hurt. The question, are we still ready to get hurt and to love more? It’s only YOU’RE HEART can say that, it’s only YOU who can say… I CAN STILL LOVE despite of PAIN you caused me.

Set your HEART when you love again, don’t expect too much. Expect more friendship reletaionship between you and the guy, but don’t expect that he’ll LOVE YOU as you wish in him. Don’t expect that everything will be perfect ‘coz it can’t be perfect.

To you my dear friend, always remember… once in your life you cried because you LOVED someone. And now, I know your waiting for someone who will give LOVE to you, and I know your waiting. Just dont forget, “it can’t be love with out pain”.

Forget your past and learn for it, gurl.

Here’s a poem for you, you inspired me today and I wrote something from my heart for you. ‘Ope you like it.

PAIN

Looking back the memoirs, feeling so bliss
Knowing you is my gladness
Remembering all the days with you is my happiness
Loving you can be payless

I thought you’d love me, as me
Never thought I could be so empty
I consider You and Me will be true
Now I’m falling out of blue

We promised to say, I do
But where are you, now that I need you?
We promised that ‘till the end
We’ll sleep in one bed

How can I say nothing from you?
If I still love you
But what can I do?
I am not your beau

How can I move, if you’re still in my groove?
Thinking how can I live so freely, knowing that I’m so uneasy?
I want to be free and to love again
I’ll take this as a subject, to not fall out of love again

-vErAdiK-

Trip @ Muskoka, Canada

2008-10-13T18:29:00.001-07:00

Enjoying the view of Autumn in Muskoka, Canada with my bakasyonistang Lolo and Lola.

I MISS YOU GUYS!

bakasyonista sa Canada

2008-09-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

hello world! lolz

i miss being here, really.

wooossshhh, earning for a leaving makes me crazy. no time for extra activities, working from 3:30pm to 11:30pm, not only just working but it was really a hard work, standing for 8hrs straight having 15mins and 30mins brake won't give me a lot rest. "sigh"

anyways, 2 weeks ago dumating ang lolo and lola ko from Pinas. They came here for vacation purpose, kaya medyo enjoy na, marami na kami sa bahay ngayon. They'll be here until December, 14.

in 2 weeks time, an dami na nilang na puntahan habang ako nag tratrabaho sa gabi. they were amaze here in Canada.

i think, they are enjoying they stay here.

bakasyonista sa Canada!!

daan lang ako...

2008-09-21T19:21:00.000-07:00

just a quick post!

its been a while since my last post, i know that was last few days. I want to update regulary but my work makes me busy and tired. I am very sorry to you guys, haven't visited your blogs and leave some messages.

right now, after making this very short post, i'll be going to bed already. Feeling so tired, wanna have some rest.

just drooping here to say to y'all...

Myspace Funny Hello Graphics

have a nice week ahead!!

be back soon!

INLAB ako kay LABs KO "anibersary special"

2008-09-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

As what I've said, feeling inlab nanaman ang mode ko. It's because, papalapit na ang special day namin ni labs ko. Don't know pag dumarating ung araw na yun, bakit ang saya ko? Bakit na e-exicte ako? Bakit kinikilig ako? Ewan ko ba, isa lang siguro ang sagot. Inlab ako kay Labs Ko.

It's been a year, ay! years, years, years, years, years... ilang years un? ganun na katagal ko siyang mahal. Sa limang taon na yan, hindi ko masasabi sa umpisa pa lang nang relasyun namin ay may pag-ibig na kami sa isat-isa.

Hanggat sa lumago ang isang monthsary... ikalawang monthsary... unang anniversary... ika tatlong anniversary hanggang umabot sa ika limang anniversary, dun ko pa lang masasabi na hindi instant LOVE ang naramdaman ko, hindi LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT but our LOVE REALLY GROWS day by day until now, we feel like we just knew each other, knowing ourselves more and learn more with our relationship especially now, were in long distance relationship.

Me and Mark was started dating since, mid of August 2003. Kilala ko na siya nuon pa, sa isang village lang kami naka-tira at isang maliit na kalye lang ang pagitan nang mga bahay namin. Nakikita ko na siya dati pa, I know na si Mark siya, and he knew ako si Vera but we never talked. Not interested with each other.

I was 17yrs old and Mark was 19 when we first met, I met Mark, face to face sa jeepney...hehehe, yong common friend namin ang reason why I met him. And don't know that was the start of everything. I can still remember what was the exact date/time/place when we first met. It was Tuesday, between 8:30 to 9:00am sa jeepney... before ako papasok nang school nung araw na yun nung nakasabay ko siya sa jeep, tinawagan niya ako sa phone nung tanghaling un... dun na nag simula ang lahat.

Almost 1 month we constantly dating, after a month I decided to continue our relationship as friends to more than friends.

to be continue...

featured song: Because Of You by Kyla

2008-09-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

Is it Febuary yet? nah, too long to wait for Valentines Day. But for this week, my blog would be like celebrating "hearts day". You'll know the reason why I feel like soooooo inlove, soon you'll know. :)

For the introduction, our featured song of the week, Because Of You by Kyla. This song means a lot to me, a lot. A special song given by special someone, 5 years ago.

So corny to think, but so sweet for real.

Yeah, Because Of You... Because Of You.

Because Of You, I learned how to LOVE.

Because Of You by Kyla

If ever you wondered if you touched my soul, yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you said hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured somethin' inside of me
You make all my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me internally
I love you best explains how I feel for you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame

I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

BRIDGE
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me, I want the world to see
It's because of you

CHORUS
Because of you, my life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

My life has changed
Thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame
I'll tell the world it's because of you

hey! im still here...

2008-09-13T16:57:00.000-07:00

happy me, our phone and internet connection was back now...

it does mean, I'm here again...

though i can access the internet now, i can't still promise to visit blogs, chatting with my dear friends regularly. In short, no more extra time for computer addiction. hayzzz

it's Saturday, and still I feel so tired of working for the whole week. No mood to go out anymore, I just want to take a rest for the whole week

honestly, i miss you guys!

ooohh, later this afternoon I got a phone call with somebody that makes me so happy, very much happy. I will reveal that happiness soon. :)

just wanna be happy now!

happy weekend guys!

message for you...

2008-09-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

To: Mark

halu Labs, kamusta ka? kamusta kayo ni Kirk?
i miss you so much
miss ko Kirk ko...
'ope u and Kirk are doing fine.

If happens na mabasa mo 'to, wanna say sorry di ako nakakatawag sayo, sira pa din yong landline namin. If okay na ang phone namin, I'll call you right away. Na miss ko kaya ang asawa ko, na miss ko boses mo. love you

Oo nga pla, ibigay mo na kay Mommy yung gift mo para sa akin, para ma-isama na sa bagahe nila Lola and Lolo, para di makalimutan, sa 14 sila aalis jan. thanks sa giftt! love you

Send ur offline message sa ym ko, send mo sa akin kung anong araw ang day off mo sa work para alam ko kung anong oras ako tatawag. Send me the date and time kung kelan tayo chat, alam mo naman schedule ko... i am working at night na.

Sa ngayon, only my blog is our communication... dahil wala kaming landline sa ngayon. Iwan ka lang nang message jan sa chatbox ko. love you labs!

miss kita sobra...
miss ko si kirk...

i love Kirk so much!
i love you Labs!

kiss ako kay Kirk!
kiss din ako kay Mark!

Mama

**************************************************

To all my dear friends here in blogosphere!

i miss you guys!

wanna say sorry, kinda busy now. I'm working again, and my work starts from 3:30pm to 11:30pm. My hours for blogging was cut-off due to my work.

But I will manage to visit your blogs, read and send comments or message. Watch out for me, I might visit your blogs 2-3 times a week unlike before always blog hopping. :)

Regarding with my postings, I will try to post every other day.

Lessen my outdoor activities now, but there still some gimmiks after long work. Time for some making money once again, and I'll be working and working and working.

i'll make it up to you guys...

love y'all!

NAUGHTY weekend...

2008-09-08T18:20:00.000-07:00

Naughty weekend, walang magawa sa bahay. Last Saturday, nasa bahay lang ako buong araw. Niyaya ako nang bestfrend kong lumabas after her work pero di ko siya pinaunlakan, wala akong mood to go out, umuulan at malamig.

Tinamad ako lumabas nung Saturday, instead, nilinis ko ang magulo kong kwarto, nag linis-lins din ako nang bahay. After doing my chores wala na akong ginawa kundi matulog, kumain, emot-emot at kung ano-ano pa, until na feel ko ang boredom. Hirap talaga pag nasanay sa gala, di na ako sanay na nasa bahay na lang. (sigh)

Kaya nung araw nang Linggo, pinasya ko nang tawagan ang bestfriend ko at inaya lumabas at mag ikot-ikot sa mall. Ma-ulan parin ang araw nang Linggo, pero kahit malamig na tuloy parin kami nang aking bespren.

Hapon na kami nag kita sabus terminal at sabay na pumunta sa mall. 2 weeks din kaming walang communication dahil busy siya sa work, kaya walang katapusang kwentuhan nanaman ang drama namin. Kahit dalawa lang kami, parang amin ang mundo sa tawanan, hampasan at kulitan. Daming chikka ni bespren.

Bago pa man na-punta sa pagiging "naughty weekend" ko/namin, dumaan muna kami sa isang men's apparel. Since season end na, it means... season sale nanaman. And it's true, sale nga sa men's apparel na pinuntahan namin, West Coat. Pagkakataon nanaman namin mamili nang mga kung ano-ano para sa aming mga fafa.

Ayun nga, kahit budgeted lang ang aking pera... sa sobrang sale nakabili ako nang 3 shirts for only $4 each, from the original price of $22, bonggang bongga diba?

After buying some stuffs, at bumili nang pasalubong na poporn sa aming mga alaga, sa tapat nang pabilihan nang popcorn may isang tindahan na makulit... "naughty store"!

Eto pa ang nakasulat na babala sa tabi nang mga bawat product nila, buti na lang walang guard na para mag tanong nang edad ko, hehehe.

Cool stuffs meron sila. Isang portion lang ang naka-agaw pansin sa amin nang bespren ko, di kasi kami dito pumapasok sa tindahan "SPENCER GIFT" kahit halos tindahan sa mall na ikot na namin, first time lang namin 'to.

Para kaming mga baliw sa aming nakita, parang mga neneng inosente. Sa sobrang curious, binuklat namin ang mga ibang books, mga different kinds of books bout "_ _ _". Natatawa kami sa aming mga nakita, ewan ko ba anong nakain namin bat kami pumasok dun, pro infairness ang kulit nang mga pabili nila. Gusto nyu sample? hehehe, kodakan moment kahit bawal ang camera sa loob.

sssshhh!!! no malice, trip lang!

my connection, really sucks!

2008-09-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

... wala kaming dial tone!

... wala kaming marinig na "kring-kring-kring"

... disconnected lagi ako sa internet!

... nag loloko na ang linya, pa-putol-putol!

... di ako makapag log-in sa ym

... di ako makapag download, na di-disconnect ako!

ano ba ang nangyayari sa telepono namin? gabi na, wala parin kaming dial tone. susme! sira ang aming phone connection. pati ang internet connection namin nag loloko din, na aasar na ako.

gusto kong tumawag kay bugoy Kirk ko and kay fiancee Mark... di ko magawa, aaahhhggggrrr!

kaya eto ako, short post lang. dahil pag madami aking download na photos nawawala ang internet connection ko, huhuhuhu.

if ok na ang connection, ok na din ako. ang aga kong i-off ang computer dahil na bubuset lang ako, laging nag loloko... gggrrr!

my connection, really sucks!

nytie nytie guys!

have a nice week ahead of y'all!
muah

featured song: Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal

2008-09-07T18:16:00.000-07:00

Featured song of the week,

Ikaw Lang Ang Aking Mahal
by: Brownman Revival

Itanong mo sa akin
Kung sino’ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko’y di magtatagal

[chorus]
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo’y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman

Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba

[repeat chorus]

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ang nais ko sana’y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa’n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw

Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…
Ikaw ang aking mahal…

I LOVE YOU MARK and KIRK

H- E- L- P

2008-09-06T17:57:00.000-07:00

i need HELP!

im so...

so...

BORED!

Restless Feet of Veradik...

2008-09-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

Oh my, restless feet... what have you done to me?

Almost 12hrs I'm out of my bed and only my feet was my boss, and that's me... tired tired tired... but it doesn't mean I gave up! nah, that's not me... bonggang bongga... go for it!

It was 12mid night last Sunday we went home, from 8 in the morning. That's me... gala to tha max.

Few weeks to go, and you can't see me like this... no more sun that shines so bright that gives me sunburn. Fall is coming, dunno what could be my activities in this season. Its getting colder, signs of Fall and Winter season.

I'll surely miss the fun I have.

Till next summer again!

Oooppsss, this is not yet a goodbye for summer... lets just see what's my next weekend!

@ Lantern Festival, Toronto

August 31,2008

more photos HERE.

got my Fairy on my Sexy Back...

2008-09-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

After going to Lakeshore, Toronto last Saturday, the following day as we had planned with my friends we went out for the last 2 days of Lantern Festival at CNE, Toronto.

I was out again, I had restless feet over the weekend, I mean almost the whole summer, non stop. The ticket we bought was only for $9, rides are not included that was cheap for all day fun.

Before we riched the Lanterns diplay, we stopped at shopping stalls. Sight seeing and what so ever.

Part of my summer and mind wilderness I got my hena tatoo "Fairy" for $15. Pretty cool and I indeed enjoy having it in my back, until now... I think it will last for 1month before it fades.

Got my fairy on my sexy back!

more photos are comming...

Lakeshore Babe...

2008-09-03T17:00:00.001-07:00

I thought, I could be a couched potato for just one day. Actually, last Saturday I don't have really plan to go out, time to take a break for consecutive outing, time to clean up my messy room and prepare for my next outing the following day, Sunday. hehehe

I don't have any appointment at all, no plan to go out with friends. I woke up early but I was lazy to stand up and do my things, I just listen the music first day in the morning ang stayed up in bed, day dreaming I guess.

I don't have any idea my Tita has their own plan, she just let me know an hour before we left. As a result, we went to Lakeshore, Toronto.

It was a hot day but no one can stop us. We set up our stuffs and all then enjoy the day. There's also an air show, that was pretty cool, amazing air tricks.

For the past weekend, I was toasted already, toasted by the sun. But I already love the lake here, and wanted to play like a kid in the cool water of the lake.

Lovin' the summer. Lovin' it!

am waiting for your call...

2008-09-02T17:37:00.000-07:00

Isang buwan narin akong ganito. Di mapakali pag ikay iniisip, di makatulog sa gabi sa sobrang pag iisip sa 'yo. Kapag wala nang laman ang utak ko ikaw agad ang susulpot, minsan ayaw na kitang isipin dahil akoy na hihirapan na. Ngunit kahit anong rason at iwas ko sa 'yo di ka nawawala sa aking isip. Habang tumatagal akoy nahihirapan.

Isang buwan na ang nakalipas nung sagutin kita, at isang buwan narin akong ganito. Di ma-intindihan ang sarili sa tuwing na iisip ka. Laging nag lalaro sa aking isipan kung may dapat ba akong ikatakot simula nung sinagot kita? May kelangan ba akong malaman? Kung meron man yun, sayo ko lang dapat itanong yun dahil ikaw at ikaw lang ang makakapag sabi nang lahat nang sagot sa bawat katanungan ko.

Wala akong idea sa lahat nang pangyayari basta ang alam ko kampante ako nung sinagot kita, kahit minsan iniisip ko kung naging tama ba sa lahat nang bagay na sagutin ka. Wala akong pagsisisi sa 'yo ang gusto ko lang marinig ka at malaman ang katotohanan. Ang mga katotohanang sagot sa mga tanong dito sa puso at isip ko.

Maraming nag tatanong bakit ako kinakabahan pag dating sa 'yo. Simple lang ang sagot, ayaw kong makita ko ang sarili kong nasasaktan, ayaw kong makita na talo ako dahil masakit yun. Mahirap bang intindihin yun?

Kelan ako magiging ganito? Kelan ka tatawag at kausapin ako? Kelan ko malalaman ang sagot na matagal ko nang inaasam na kukumpleto nang buhay ko? Kelan? Kelan? Ang sagot, di ko alam.

Alam ko malapit ka nang mag paramdam, alam ko parating na ang mga sagot na bumabagabag sa akin. At sana maging maganda ang resulta, sana di ako nabigo sa 'yo.

Am waiting for your call...

And I hope, as we talk soon... I can put smile on my face.

I just want to know, and I'm hoping that...............................

I PASSED THE NACC EXAM!

Hanggang ngayon wala paring tawag from school sa amin, If we did or we did not pass the licensure exam. I know, it's either this week or next week is the result.

I hope I/WE PASSED.

BER BER BER na...

2008-09-01T18:19:00.000-07:00

... BER na!

isa lang ibig sabihin nito!

malamig nanaman ang simoy nang hangin!

ramdam ko na ang PASKO sa puso ko!

MERI KRISMAS GUYS!

MERI KRISMAS!

... just got my self back again, having a long weekend here. September 1 is Labor's Day, no work at all. Spending weekend as always outside, explore the wilderness of summer.

... Spending 2 days out of my bed makes me KNOCK OUT! really, still having headache now and plan to go back to bed soon, after this post.

... love to share my weekend to y'all but forgive me I can't now, maybe tomorrow or day after tomorrow. My head really sucks and got sunburn.

... give me 'lil more cuddly sleep and i'll be here soon, if I'm fully charge again.

Till here, going to bed now

I LOVE the months of BER!

have a nice week y'all!

featured song: Lintik by Brownman Revival

2008-09-01T11:59:00.000-07:00

September is here, pretty much summer will be over soon, very very soon.

I decided before summer will say goodbye here in Canada and say hello to fall and winter,I'll let my self feel the last breeze of summer. Exploring the sun in my skin and in my ears too, as I play Reggae tune here in blog.

I know this song was a year ago, love the rythmn of reggae. And its perfect to feature this song.

Lintik by Brownman Revival.

Lintik na pag-ibig
Parang kidlat
Puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
Bigla mong ginulat

di ko man lang napansin ang iyong pagdating
Daig mo pa ang isang bagyong namuo sa malayo
Ihip ng hangin biglang nag-iba,
Sinundan pa ng kulog at kidlat
Sa biglang buhos ng iyo sa akin
Akoy napakanta

Lintik na pag-ibig
Parang kidlat
puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
Bigla mong ginulat

Mga halik mot mga lambing na inuulan mo sa akin
Binabaha, binabagyo na ako ng iyong mga cario
Nananaginip ba ako ng gising?
Ay, tinamaan ng magaling!
Nadali mo ang puso ko ng iyong kidlat

Lintik na pag-ibig
Parang kidlat
Puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
Bigla mong ginulat

Lintik, lintik
Parang kidlat

miss kita anak!

2008-08-29T17:35:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

mama misses you so much!

i love you bugoy ko!

have a nice weekend y'all guys...

trip ko lang...

2008-08-28T16:34:00.000-07:00

Thursady, thursday, thursday... bored...bored...bored! Yeah, boredom strikes me again, unlike for the past days I can wrote 1 to 2 poems if I am bored but now it turns different.

Last week my cousin Timmy has her bangs already... her nanay cut her hair and put some, she look cute then. Never thought to put bangs too, but I did.

I just got my hair done, not with the help of salon expert but with my own innocent hands. Yep, while im lying down in my bed, listening music suddenly just woke up and grabbed my scissors, wet my hair and presto... snip snip snip, I snipped my hair all the way down.

As the result, I got my self into this...

Vain... vain... vain! Now, I'm so vain. lolz

Did I cut it right?

Did turn it all good?

I hope so.

BEST and COOL ride ever...

2008-08-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

Akala ko sa isang tao ko lang mararamdaman ang feeling na 'to with my fiancee, kaya nga nagkaroon kami nang paka gwapito, makulit na junior "Kirk Zeus" kasi naramdaman ko ang BEST and COOL ride ever wit him. Hoy, bashtush yon ah... nyahahaha. *labyu labs koh!* *labsyu kirk koh!*

Di nga, last Saturday as what I've said pumunta kmi nang Canada's Wonderland sumama ako sa isang grupo with my friends, mas pinili kong mag bayad nang $37.00 for the entrance kesa sumama sa lakad nang Tita, Tito and pinsan ko na libre ako. At di nga ako nagkamali nang pinuntahan, indeed I enjoy the day.

For the first time in the history of veradik, I dare to wear 2 piece...buwahahaha, at first ilang pa ako pero nung nakita ko ang paligid ko na nag susuot nang 2 piece kahit maitim ang lahat sa kanya at kahit lumba-lumba na siya... di na ako nahiya maglakad-lakad na naka 2 piece kung iisipin mas maganda pa katawan ko sa kanila at yun nga kinarir ko ngang bonggang-bonga.

Ako ang tipong babae na, kahit maliit ang katawan at payat na kala mo malnourish na parang di kumakain pero malakas ang loob. Malakas ang loob sa pag sakay nang kung anong-anong rides..kahit ano pa ito kalaki at kung gaano ka nito pinahihirapan habang sakay nito. Kahit pina-ikot ikot at itinatapon na parang walang paki-alam kung may hininga kapa pagkatpos mong sakyan. Tuloy parin ang payat at magandang Vera sa pag sakay.

Sa sobrang hilig ko sa rides, pati ang pinaka kinatatakutan nang ilang tao na sakayan pinlit ko ang sarili ko na sakyan ito...kahit sinasabi nilang "can you do it?" ang sagot nang payat na magandang Vera "of course I can" kahit obvious na kumakalabog na ang dibdib ko sa kaba... kung pwde aatras na lang... pero hindi ganun si Vera, bonggang bonga...go parin ang payat at magandang Vera sa ride na ito.

BEST and COOL ride ever...

THE BEHEMOTH

This is the LARGETS, WIDEST and LONGEST rollercoaster ever made in Canada. The first 2 pictures was from the website of Canada's Wonderland. And the pictures below was taken by me.

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG..... SSSSHHHHIIIIITTTT, SSSHHHIIITTTT, SSSHHHIIITTT, WWWHHOOOAAAHHH, WWWHHHOOAAAHH, AAAAHHH, AAAHHH, OOOHHH, OOOOHHHH,WWWWEEEEEEE,WWWEEEEE!!!! yan lang ang nasabi ko habang akoy nakasakay sa BEHEMOTH na yan, hndi lang isang beses ko yan na sabi... hindi ko mabilang kung ilang beses ko na isigaw ang mga katagang yan, basta ang alam ko para akong nililipad sa ride na yan, pag dating sa finish line... isa lang nasabi ko, BEHEMOTH ROCKS!

BEST and COOL ride ever... see you next year! babalikan kita.

Canada's Wonderland Get Away

2008-08-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

Here ya go, my weekend was so cool. We went for some rides and having the best time in water.

We went at Canada's Wonderland. We arrived at around 10 in the morning, it's just 30 minutes drive from home. I choose to go with them rather than going with my Tita though I bought my own ticket, $ 37.00 is worth it after having the best rides ever.

Almost 12 midnite we reach our home, we feel so tired but there's still lots of story to share with each other. Now I'm gonna share my Canada's Wonderland Get Away.

Enjoy the slide show.

Have a nice week ahead of you guys!

featured song: Closer by Ne-Yo

2008-08-24T17:29:00.000-07:00

I want you closer to me though I am so far for real
I want to feel that lips to have a kiss
Come closer and I'll be over

I miss you Mark and Kirk!

Featured song of the week Closer by Ne-yo.

Closer

closer

closer

closer

Turn the lights off in this place

And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin

I can taste her on my tongue

Shes the sweetest taste of sin

The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me.....

Come closer

She says "come closer"

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way

But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop

(Come closer)

I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

And I just can't break myself no way

But I don't want to escape

I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away

Under Her Spell I can't break

I just can't stop

Update for my weekend get away, tomorrow. Stiil have my headache, you'll know why I got headache.

long distance relationship...

2008-08-22T15:36:00.000-07:00

Being alone here, away from someone you loved makes me crazy as ever. Yeah, I need to be physically, mentally and emotionally strong, even be wise in every temptations come along.

I can't deny the fact my emotions almost eat me. I can say I am weak, weak in a sense I easily fall in love to someone who used to be sweet and cares for me. I got so weak every time a guy put his emotions in me, it's so hard to put my weak emotions to someone else 'coz it's not right and never be right. Sweetness is one of my weakness 'coz I am a sweet person, it's hard to stop when both sweet individual meet together.

Those are just simple struggles of mine, having long distance relationship for about a year now. I'm not saying that I am beautiful, hot and attractive but when it comes to temptations they are all at my side it may be physically or emotionally.

It's so hard to fight all of those, it's hard to motivate your self when lonliness strikes you.

Every single day of our relationship I always think that everything will be fine, that we will be together so soon as a family. That all our hardships, sacrifices will turn into happy ending.

Ohhh, I want to share a poem composed by -vErAdIK-.

I made this poem out of this image caught by my camera at the bus terminal.

Kiss

Why I can’t do this?
To have a simple kiss
Eager to take a risk
Just to have a kiss

Kisses from your lips
Make me in the midst
Touch my lips
To sense the bliss

Kiss me; not in my cheeks
Instead in my lips
Strawberries are my lips
Sweet kisses from my tips

Let my lips tease
To make you freeze
Baby, say please
Just to have a kiss

-vErAdIK-

Happy weekend guys...

sasagarin ko na...

2008-08-21T18:00:00.000-07:00

Ngayon ko lang sasabihin 'to "sasagarin ko na ang Summer".

In my 1yr and 7mons staying here, and had experience the summer for second time around, I can say naging masungit ang panahon nagyon, I/WE haven't feel the real summer for the past few weeks. It's very weird to see that in the middle of this season, the weather is very cool instead.

Summer season only shine once in a year, kaya Summer Rulez! Malapit na matapos ang summer kaya sasagarin ko/namin ang mga huling linggo na natitira, bago pa man mag suot ulit ako/kami nang makakapal na jacket, doble-dobleng pantalon, medyas at snow boots.

Ngayong parating na Sabado at Linggo, I'll be out again. Yeah, again... as what I'm saying "sasagarin ko na..."

Yun nga lang, im in the middle of nowhere...hehehe, may 2 groups na nag aaya sa akin at sa sobrang hilig ko sa outing... hindi ako makapag-decide kung saan ako sasama.

Hirap kaya mag decide, daming dapat i-consider.

Mga lugar na pupuntahan... "sa tingin nyu saan ako sasama?"

ONTARIO PLACE

-- kung dito ako pupunta, kasama ko ang Tita, Tito, pinsan ko. And this place is more for "kids", alalahanin "im not a kid, im with a kid", nyahaha...joke. Pero kung sasama ako sa kanila, libre ako nang entrance fee, sagot na nang Tita ko ang gastos.

-- sasama ba ako sa kanila? let's see.

-- for more featured photos, just click Ontario Place.

Canada's Wonderland

-- kung sasama naman ako dito sa isang grupo, it's our family friends ang mga kasama ko. Dito wala akong kadugo na titingin sa lahat nang kagagahan ko, di mahihiya ang "veradik".

-- kung sa Ontario Place ako sasama walang bayad, pero kung sasama ako dito mag babayad ako nang $37.00 medyo mahal, ewan ko ba kung kaya nang bulsa ko o charge na lang sa visa card nang kaibigan ko, buwahahaha.

-- Canada's Wonderland are for adults, some of their rides are amazing kahit di pa ako nakakapunta... sa featured photos pa lang, nakaka-excite nang puntahan. Dito kaya ako sasama? hmmm...

-- More featured photos click Canada's Wonderland.

what would be my weekend?? esep esep...

award award award

2008-08-21T17:52:00.000-07:00

Oi, nakatanggap ako nang isang parangal. Nagmula ang parangalna 'to sa isang kaibigan dito sa blogosphere, to you my dear SHE, thanks for giving me this award I appriciate it.

I'll share this award to all my "blog adiks". Though only keyboards our ways to communicate with each other, seriously, I am happy to meet y'all guys.

To all my "blog adiks" love y'all guys.

ang sarap mong sapakin...

2008-08-20T13:22:00.000-07:00

Ordinary day for all of us, it's a sunny Wednesday, really feels like summer with sunscreen and sunglasses on it.

I went out late this morning for some errands to make.

It's my obligation as a daughter, older sister and a mother of course... I went to PNB remittance center, kelangan ko nang mag padala ulit... medyo gipit nanaman ang aking mother sa gastusin sa bahay, lalo pa ngayon kelangan nang kapatid kong pumunta nang Davao for her review, she will take the licensure exam for bookkeeping. Since only my mom ang kumakayod sa amin dahil ang dadi ko ay wala nang trabaho, inako ko na ang gastusin nang review at ang exam fee, P4,500. Dinagdagan ko nrin nang konti para may pang gasto sa araw-araw ang mami ko, plus ang allowance nang aking baby Kirk isinama ko na din.

Ilang linggo na rin ang nakalipas nung nag-take ako nang NACC Licensure Exam, pumunta ako kanina sa school... ala parin ang result. Habang tumatagal lalo ako kinakabahan kung pumasa ba ako, sana nga.

Anyways, yan ang ginawa ko ngayong araw... meron pa sana akong isang gustong gawin kaso alam kong bawal at masamang gawin... buti na lang di ako skandalosa, at kung nagkataon... "sinapak na kita"!

Kanina habang papunta ako sa aking destinasyun sakay nang bus, may nakaka-bwisit na nangyari. Puno na ang bus na aking sinasakyan, buti na lang at naka-upo agad ako sa bandang gitna. Sa aking harapan may isang babae na ibang lahi, isa siyang "indian-pana-kakana-kna" kayo na ang umintindi sa salitang yan, kung anong lahi sya... dito sa Canada...may mga code name ang bawat lahi.

Balik tayo sa babaeng yan, nasa harap ko siya... at ang upuan sa tabi nya ay bakante. Nung may sumakay na mag-ina... nilapitan nung nanay ung babae...asking the lady, "excuse me, can you move further?" ika nung nanay na may bitbit na bata at halatang hirap na hirap dahil siksikan sa bus. Tangna, "deadma lang" ang arte nung babaeng yun, di nya pinansin ang nanay, na nakikiusap na puwde maki-upo sa tabi nya.

Kung hindi ako nagkakamali, kahit may headphone akong suot-suot... nakatatlong beses rin naki-usap yong nanay sa buset na tanga na babaeng yun, na-awa ako sa nanay dahil nakikita kong nahihirapan siya. Gustuhin ko man ibigay ang aking puwesto sa kanya, pero akoy nasa gitna...di ko na maibigay dahil siksikan na sa loob. Hanggang nakababa ako naka-tayo parin yong mag-ina.

Ang sarap niyang sapakin, masyado siyang maarte... kumukulo ang dugo sa kanya kanina. Sarap sabihin, who the hell are you? Do you own this bus? Do you own this seat? F*ck!

Siguro kung sa akin yun nangyari...ewan ko na lang. At eto, holly shit! I smell stinky... may putok ang katabi ko, gggrrr...amoy kilikili... wala ba siyang pambili nang deodorant or tawas man lang... epektib ang tawas, mura lang sa mga Pilipino store... nakakahilo sobra, buhay nga naman.

19th day of the month!

2008-08-19T04:02:00.000-07:00

Happy 59th Monthsary Labs Koh!!

caMpiNg AdvEntUrE...

2008-08-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, oh yeah... am back!

Camping adventure... whew! nakakapagod pero ubod nang saya. One hour and 30mins from our home where the camping site is. The camping area is located at Dunnville Town, a small town with small papulation.

BYNG ISLAND where the camp site is. Its a big island and big camp sites... very hot and humid nung last Saturday... sobrang pinag pawisan kami while building our tents under the heat of the sun.

After building tents... we made our lunch. Barbeque-barbeque, cowboy style. Kahit nag kakamay kmi under the heat of the sun, ok lang.

After magpakapagod at magpakabusog... we went for swiming. Holy, an laki nang swimming pool nila... mas malaki pa sa 8waves nang 'Pinas. An daming sexy and hunks as always... sinabi nga sa akin nang Tita ko, "take off your shorts, mag 2 piece kna na lang..." oh my, nahihiya ako... to think, mas maganda pa ang katawan ko sa mga ibang naka 2 piece... hindi ako nag 2 piece, hahaha 'KJ ko!'. Ayun, nag enjoy kami sa malamig na tubig sa pool... syempre an daming lovers sa paligid ko, di ko ma-iwasang tumingin sa kanila... na parang gusto ko silang sakalin at sabihin "bakit ang sweet nyu?" nag seselos lang ako sa kanila... dapat andito rin Mark ko, na para di akong nag mumukhang kawawa... nag iisa.

At the night time, we went for night walk, bilog ang buwan... ang ganda, maliwanag sa kagubatan. Around 3am na ako nakapasok sa aking tent, after having some bottles of beer akoy inantok...pero di naman ako nakatulog sa sobrang lamig...pumasok na ako sa sleeping bag wala parin effect hanggang inabot ako nang umaga, dilat ang aking mga mata.

Wala akong magawa kundi, gumising at bumangon sa tent. Uminon nang chocolate drink at kumain nang cup noodles. Naligo at nag ayos nang gamit dahil eto na ang huling araw namin. After fixing all the things... nag ikot-ikot kami... taking some pictures.

1:45pm to be exact, nakarating kami sa bahay na pagod na pagod. I went for another shower and boom... nahiga ako sa kama, at nakatulog.

Here's some captured moments...

veradik says...

2008-08-17T19:24:00.000-07:00

veradik says: im so so so tired, just got home 2hrs before this post. wala akong tulog at pagod na pagod, gustuhin ko man i-post ang aking Camping Adventure, pero di na kaya nang katawan ko at utak ko.

can't stay any longer sa harap nang computer... i just post the featured song of the week para naman di ako mapaglipasan nang panahon, hehehe.

just sneaking around, at nag post nang konti...

i'll be back soon... rest muna ako, my head starts to kill me again.

nytie nytie y'all!

featured song: Gusto Na Kita Makita by Session Road

2008-08-17T18:09:00.000-07:00

i love you...

i miss you...

gusto na kitang makita...

Featured song of the week, Gusto Na Kitang Makita by Session Road.

Gustong-gusto kong pakinggan ang kantang 'to, nakakarelate ako sa message nang kanta. Kung ano ang lyrics, ganun ang sigaw nang puso ko.

Gusto ko na sila makita...

Gusto Na Kita Makita
by: Session Road

Gusto Na Kitang Makita
Parang ang bagal ng takbo ng panahon pag wala ka
Alam kong walang dapat sisihin na ako'y
Nandito at nandiyan ka

Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka
Ako'y nalulungkot na

Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)

Pininta mong larawan ko
Ang mga una kong nakikita sa umaga
Pagbangon sa kama siguradong
Ang araw ay may bagong pag-asa

Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka
Ako'y nalulungkot na

Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)

Refrain:
Pero dahil malayo ka
Ako'y nalulungkot na

Chorus:
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)
Gusto na kitang makita
(Kita kita sa mata)
Gusto na kitang makasama
(Magsama tayong dalawa)

I DEMAND for my pasalubong...

2008-08-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

Finally, dumating na ang visitors visa nang lola and lolo ko for almost a couple of months processing and waiting. They were so excited to go here, they want to see the snow as always.

They'll be here hopefully, in the middle of September and they are planing to stay here until December, after my lolo's birthday. I hope and pray, kaya nila mag stay na nang ganun ka tagal dito aside from the weather and temperature, alam kong maninibago sila.

September is the first month of Fall, expecting that month will be so windy and not so cold. And for another reason, kung kaya ba nilang mag tagal dito na hindi sila ma BORED, coz I know how it feels... masyadong depressing ang atmosphere sa Canada pag dumating na ang tag-lamig... you can't see the sun rise in the morning and you can't see the sun is setting down in the afternoon. You can't see any people walking around outside, playing in the park, you can't see anyone unless, your going to the mall... jan mo makikita ang lahat nang tao, making themselves busy.

Nevertheless, they are so excited to be here... kung puwede nga lang kahapon, ngayon sila pupunta ginawa na nila... but as what I've said to my dearest lola and lolo, they need to consider the TIME and the WEATHER here... baka kasi at the end of their vacation hindi sila masaya because they feel BORED, para sa paboriting apo nila... I don't wanna feel them the word BORING, matanda na sila and who knows, but I'm not praying... this is the first and the last vacation nila sa Canada... I told them, kelangan ma enjoy nila ang pag bisita nila dito.

On the other hand, they are asking me kung "anong gusto kong pasalubong", paboritong apo e, hihihi. Hmmm, well ala nman masayadong demand ang Vera, an dami rin kasing Pilipino Foods. Konting-konti lang naman ang hinihingi ko, example... Polvoron and Popcorn nang Goldilocks, pinadala ko rin ang iba kong damit na iniwan ko sa Pinas, nag pa-bili rin ako nang tri-band na cellphone and roaming na sim, and I requested to send recent family pictures, recent pictures of KIRK ZEUS and a gift from my fiancee, dahil 5th anniversary namin sa Sept. 19...

Can't wait my lola and lolo to be here... oh, speaking of my lola... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOLA! birthday nya ngaung Sunday, 17.

Before I forgot, and be out for 2 days camping... ok lang, makalimutan ang lahat nang na-mention na pasalubong, kung puwede lang sana isama at para makita ko na sila once and for all... I DEMAND FOR MY PASALUBONG!!!

MY FAMILY...

MARK (fiancee)

especialy, MY BABY...

KIRK ZEUS

I'll be off for Saturday and Sunday, another summer adventure. I'll be out for 2 days camping. Updates after the camp.

HAPPY SAFE WEEKEND Y'ALL!!

hang-over kinabukasan...

2008-08-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

I was browsing my picture in my computer, I saw this video clip. I wonder what it is, oh yeah, ako pala ang kumuha nang video nito last few weeks ago.

Wala kaming magawa nun, after Saturday night of partying. It was Sunday when I took this video, wala pa kaming mga ligo nyan, amoy kama pa dahil late na kami na gising and amoy alak pa, kasi HANG-OVER pa kami that day nung kinunan ko sila nang video.

Ganyan na ganyan ang mga itsura NAMIN, oh I mean, NILA kapag may hang-over... hindi nyu ako jan makikita, ako si video man that time or should I say, PLAY SAFE lang... dahil I know time will come i-popost ko ang video clip na 'to and I don't wan't you to see how I look like if may HANG-OVER pa ako, ang sagwa kong tingnan... baka wala nang bumalik sa blog ko dahil nakita na nila ang pinaka-pangit na nilalang sa mundo, lol.

Enjoy the video clip guys, dahil ako nag enjoy sa aking ginawa.

ang mga bida na Ilonggo

with blue shirt-- Gi-gi
with green top-- Emily
girl with pakwan-- Ghing-ghing
sexy video man-- veradik

note:
let me know if the video clip is not working, my speaker here is broken so i assumed this will work. thnx!
click the pause botton of my music...so u can hear the video. thnx!

not that bad...

2008-08-12T17:54:00.000-07:00

Am I really too skinny?

Yan ang palagi kong tinatanong sa mga taong laging sinasabi sa akin "hey, your too skinny". I dunno if I really am or they just dont used to see a 22yrs old and a mother of 2yrs old boy looks like me, skinny.

This was not a big issue for me when I was still in Pinas, of course, natural lang sa mga Pinoy ang structure ko...skinny type until I came here in Canada, na para sa kanila ang korte nang katawan ko is for 13-15 yrs old lamang, weird ba? yeah, its weird. Na halos ipamukha nila sa akin na akoy isang CHILD not WITH a CHILD, lolz.

For real, its was a big pressure for me... dunno kung paano ko babaguhin ang term na "CHILD/KID" in their first impression. I am not that BIG since when I was a kid, never ako naging mataba or even malaman... In my life, I have always been like this, I tried to eat a lot but here I am still ME, VERA.

I had only one problem regarding with my weight and body figure, and that was after I gave birth to Kirk Zeus, 2yrs ago. Normaly, I maintain my weight of 40kgs-45kgs, not that bad. But after I gave birth to Kirk Zeus all my weight goes down, to the point I weigh 35kgs only.

That was so harsh, ang katawan ko lumiit...para akong buto't balat at losyang tingnan.

Now, for 1yr and 7mons na balik ko na ang dati kong weight, nagkalaman nang konti but still skinny parin. Wala na ata akong magagawa for this, si Lord na bahala... di naman ako nag pabaya nang sarili ko e.

One acomplishment..

size 0

to size 1

NOT THAT BAD...

tagged: My Quirks and BBF Award

2008-08-12T16:54:00.000-07:00

Was tagged by Mommycool, I know I was so late posting this tagged but it's better be late than never. :) Thanks for the tagged!

The Rules

* Link to the person who tagged you.

* Mention the rules.

* Tell six quirky yet boring, unspectacular details about yourself.\

* Tag six other bloggers by linking to them.

* Go to each person’s blog and leave a comment to let them know that they’ve been tagged.

My Quirks

1. Can't sleep without a pillow in my forehead.

2. Can't go out and have some fun without bringing my digital camera with me (photo adik).

3. Can't go home without bringing something for my self (shopaholic).

4. I can't eat apple without peeling the skin of it.

5. Can't go out for fun without matching my dress from head-to-toe (maarte).

6. Can't say goodbye without saying I LOVE YOU and a KISS to Mark, esp to Kirk Zeus.

I'm giving this tag to Stan, ateEllen, Neri and the rest of three you can grab it.

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I got tagged by Neri, I've done this before when I was still in my old blog. But I'll still do this tag, Thanks for the tagged sis.

Rules:

1. Only 5 people are allowed to receive this award
2. Four of them are followers of your blog
3. One has to be new to your blog and live in another part of the world.
4. You must link back to who ever gave you the award.

Thanks again to the generous taggers F&F for my subsequent awards. Hehe.

I'm passing now the BFF Gold Card to: besprenGbex, ateEllen, mommyCool, ateBecca, Stan. :)

The great thing with this gold card, though you can't buy anything with it, is its priceless value --- friendship. ;)Please, the above 5 people are encouraged to pass this award to 5 Blogging friends too, following the 4 rules listed above. I will be very happy if we show some support to the recipients of this award by any of the following means: linking, commenting, subscribing, rating…

It’s true I have never seen you

and we have never met,

Never shaken Hands oreven truly hugged and yet!

I know for sure you care forme by the kindness that you give.

And our keyboards keep us

together doesn’t matter where we live.

So I give you this gift toput a smile on your face

and to let you know in myheart you have a special place.

Read more about this award on Iyer’s Blog.

long distance relationship...

2008-08-11T17:34:00.000-07:00

Everybody knows who that guy (Mark) is in my life. Everybody knows how much I loved him as much as he do. Everybody knows that I'm so into him. But everybody doesn't know how much I missed being intimate with Mark for the past 1 yr and 7mons.

I'm not stupid to say, I didn't miss Mark. If I have one chance, one wish tonight... my wish is to have ONE-NIGHT-STAND with him.

ONE-NIGHT -STAND
(vErAdIk)

Kelan kita huling nakita?
Alam ko pa ba ang iyong itsura?
Kelan ko ulit masisilayan ang iyong mukha?
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, makita kita.

Kelan kita huling nakausap?
Kagabi lang diba?
Tila parang ang layo mo kapag kausap kita.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, makausap kita nang harapan.

Kelan kita huling kinagat?
May marka pa ba ang iyong braso?
Hanggang ngayon nangigigil parin ako.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, hayaan mo akong kagatin ka.

Kelan kita huling pinasaya?
Palagi naman diba?
Ang sarap nang pakiramdam na lagi kang masaya
Sana kahit man lang isang gabi, mapasaya kita dahil kasama mo ako.

Kelan kita huling pina-iyak?
Wag mo sabihing madalas.
Hindi ko kayang paiyakin ka mahal ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, magawa kitang pa-iyakin sa tuwa.

Kelan kita huling nakayakap?
Kasing higpit parin ba tulad nang dati ang yakap mo?
Gusto ko maramdaman ang yakap mo araw-araw.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, mag kayakap tayo sa dilim.

Kelan kita huling na halikan?
Kagabi lang diba? Goodbye kiss sa telepono.
Hindi sapat ang lahat, kulang.
Sana isang gabi man lang maramdaman ko ang labi mo sa labi ko, na tila ayaw mag pa-awat.

Kelan kita huling nakasama sa dilim?
Kilala mo pa ba kung sino tayo sa dilim?
Hinahanap ko ang init nang katawan mo, sa gabing malamig sa kinaroroonan ko.
Kahit isang gabi man lang, magkasama tayo sa dilim, magkayakap at masaya.

Kelan kita huling minahal?
Walang segundo na hindi kita minahal, walang araw na hindi ikaw ang laman nang puso ko.
Dahil ikaw at ikaw ang pag-ibig ko.
Sana kahit isang gabi man lang, masabi at maipakita ko sayo kung gaano kita ka mahal.

adult ticket $10.50 child ticket $8.50

2008-08-10T19:47:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, after we went to a despidida party, me and my best friend went for a movie. Himala nga nag aya manuod nang sine, e pareho naman kaming di mahilig manuod but since lilibre nya ako, go agad ako.

Nung pumasok na kami at habang nasa mahabang pilahan kami, pumili kami nang movie na panunuurin namin... we picked THE MUMMY. After picking the good movie nakita namin yong kasama namin sa trabaho dati sa chocolate factory, mag boypren at mag gerlpren at kasama pa nila yung isa pang frend nila... nilapitan namin asking them kung ano ang panunuorin nila, same thing THE MUMMY then sabi ko makisabay na tayo sa kanila sa pilahan... since na una silang pumila sa amin at malapit na sila sa cashier.

Then we looked at the price kung magkano ang per person, ADULT $10.50 CHILD $8.50. I throw them a joke, sabi ko... what if sabihin nyu sa cashier na 4 ADULTS and 1 CHILD since maliit ako para sa kanila... then sabi ko pa, we can saved $2 kung nasa CHILD TICKET ako... tinawanan lang nila ako, anyways nag babakasakali lang naman e, who knows dba?

Who knows nga... nung nasa cashier na kami, all our payments where set until the lady said: how many are you guys? 4 ADULTS and 1 CHILD?.... HUH!? sabi nang kasama namin, nung sinipa ko siya sa paa nang patago dun lang siya na tauhan... at sabi nya OH YEAH YEAH! then, all set naka less kami nang $2 because they knew I WAS A CHILD.

--->> That was ME nung pinagkamalan nila akong CHILD. lolz

Can you imagine that? with all the sexy clothes I have and make-up pinagkamalan pa akong CHILD. Nung pa punta na kmi sa CINEMA 5 to watch THE MUMMY, di kami tumigil sa kakatawa. Sabi nung gerlpren sa susunod pag manunuod ka dito wag ka lang mag isa... mag hanap ka nang mag jowa para pagkamalan kang anak nang mag jowa, instead of paying the ADULT TICKET $10.50 ang babayaran mo is ung CHILD TICKET $8.50.

May benifits rin pala ang palaging pinagkakamalang bata ano? Natutuwa talaga ako, ngayon mas lalo kong tinatanong sa sarili ko, DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE A CHILD OR YOUNG FOR MY AGE? but I guess YES, proven and tested na.

happpy weekdays y'all...

featured song: Love Song by Sara Bareilles

2008-08-10T18:02:00.000-07:00

Love Song from Sara Bareilles is our featured song of the week.

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to seeIf
I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking thisIs that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

note:

let me know if the music is not working here in my blog, my speaker is broken so i assumed the song will play here. thanks.

sUmmEr AdvEntUrE...

2008-08-08T18:16:00.001-07:00

The last day of my long weekend was amazing and adventurous. I together with my Tita Em, Tito Khes and cousin Timmy went to African Lion Safari, to see real animals closely.

The best part of our adventure was riding an Elephant for the first time and for my little timmy for her the best part was riding a PONY.

Enjoying my long weekend makes me relax from the real world I have here.

Here's some snapshots from my "summer adventure".

More photos HERE.

HAPPY WEEKEND Y'ALL!!!

tagged: apat na katanungan...

2008-08-08T11:36:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the tagged STAN.

Hindi ko alam na pinapatud niya rin pla ang mga pakulo sa blog tulad nito, kung alam ko lang sana andami ko nang tagged na ibinigay sa kanya, hehehe. Anyways, medyo may katagalan na ang tagged na to, but ngayon ko lang nagawa dahil sa busy schedule ko, naks... busy sa pag lalakwatsa.

Here's the thing...

What you are supposed to do...and please don't spoil the fun...
Click copy/paste, type in your answers and tag four people in your lists! Don't forget to change my answers to the questions with that of your

(A) Four places I go over and over: home, church, mall and Pinas

(B) Four people who e-mail me regularly: my Mom backhome, my Fiancee Mark, kuya Dom and ate Rebecca

(C) Four of my favorite places to eat? Mcdo, Mandarine Buffet, Pho Ba Ka (Thai Resto) , kitchen

(D) Four places you'd rather be? Pilipinas, Pinas, Philippines, Cotabato

(E) Four people I think will respond: mommyNokk besprenGbex sisNona sisRhapsody

(F) Four TV shows I could watch over and over: Tyra Banks Show, Ophra, Dr. Phil, Local News

Im tagging: mommyNokk besprenGbex sisNona sisRhapsody

choco gurls bonding...

2008-08-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

After the Saturday "summer galore" at the park, Sunday was a all girls day out. One of my friend celebrated her birthday which she held at her apartment.

I called the day "choco gruls bonding", hehehe... we knew each other and became friends at the chocolate factory where I am working past few months ago, though our schedules was hard to meet that Sunday was the perfect day for us seeing each other again and to have bonding.

Enjoying the day with my gals was so good and relaxing. Before we got home, another outdoor activities was planned, planning to go to Toronto for "Lantern Festival" soon, tentative date AUG. 31 to Sept. 01. Oh, it a long way preparation then. I hope our schedule meets again.

Moments captured by the camera, enjoy.

More photos HERE.

"Summer Galore"

2008-08-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

It was a wonderful weekend again, it's not just a weekend but a "long weekend" I had. From Saturday to Monday my days was so memorable and enjoyable.

I tried to enjoy every single outdoor activities we had, it's almost Fall again and soon the Winter Season is coming and all the "Summer Galore" will change to a freezing temparature that you can not do all these stuffs while the snow is falling down and the temperature is going down to negative (-) 0.

It's just right to explore the "summer" here in Canada since I can only experience this once in a year, to feel the heat of the sun to my skin and go out from our house and spend my day outside.

Exploring summer, hmmm... let start my first day of my "long weekend".

I called it, "summer galore". It was a good Saturday to spend a birthday to the park. A family friend spend her daughter's birthday at the "Jack Darling Park", it's a picnic grove in the Lakeshore.

Juts bring some foods to eat and there's a barbeque place where you can cook your own food. Together with that foods, there's a lot of good spots. Splash pad for kids, its a swimming area and the Lake itself.

I did really enjoy the first part of my long weekend.

Heres the random behind the scene.

More photos HERE.

friendship day...

2008-08-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

To all my dear friends,happy friendship day to all of you.

Making a post here is not enough to say how much I am happy to know you as my friends, this is one of my way to express my love and gratitude for coming into my world.

It's not important who are you, where we met and how we met as long as, you've been part of me and tressured by me as my dear friends.

I won't mention any names to be fair, you know who you are.

IKAW YUN KAIBIGAN!

note:

sorry guys, i havn't seen you for a while... just got busy, busy of outdoor activities "summer galore" and for not updating.

if my mind and body is set, i'll be updating and posting... i'll share with you my "long weekend".

as of now, just got home an hour before this post... and so tired. i'll leave y'all early and see you tomorrow for my updates.

nytie nytie guys...

featured song: Girl Is Mine by Freestyle

2008-08-03T18:05:00.000-07:00

One of my favorite songs from Freestlyle, Girls Is Mine.

I love how they sing the song, Freestyle is one of my all time favorite band.

Enjoy the song of the week, Girl Is Mine from Freestyle.

Girl Is MIne

[1st Verse (Michael)]

Every Night She Walks Right In My Dreams

Since I Met Her From The Start

I'm So Proud I Am The Only One

Who Is Special In Her Heart

[Chorus]

The Girl Is Mine

The Doggone Girl Is MineI Know She's Mine

Because The Doggone Girl Is Mine

[2nd Verse (Paul)]

I Don't Understand The Way You Think

Saying That She's Yours Not Mine

Sending Roses And Your Silly Dreams

Really Just A Waste Of Time

[Chorus]

Because She's Mine

The Doggone Girl Is Mine

Don't Waste Your Time

Because The Doggone Girl Is Mine

[Bridge (Paul)]

I Love You More Than He

(Take You Anywhere)

[Michael]

But I Love You Endlessly

(Loving We Will Share)

[Michael & Paul]

So Come And Go With MeTo One Town

[Michael]

But We Both Cannot Have Her

So It's One Or The Other

And One Day You'll Discover

That She's My Girl Forever And Ever

[3rd Verse (Paul)]

I Don't Build Your Hopes To Be Let Down

'Cause I Really Feel It's Time

[Michael]

I Know She'll Tell You I'm The One For Her

'Cause She Said I Blow Her Mind

Chorus

(Michael)

The Girl Is Mine

The Doggone Girl Is Mine

Don't Waste Your Time

Because The Doggone Girl Is Mine

[Michael & Paul]

She's Mine, She's Mine

No, No, No, She's Mine

The Girl Is Mine, The Girl Is Mine

[Paul]

The Girl Is Mine, (Yep) She's Mine

[Michael]

Don't Waste Your Time

Because The Doggone Girl Is Mine

The Girl Is Mine, The Girl Is Mine

[Paul]

Michael, We're Not Going To Fight About This, Okay

[Michael]

Paul, I Think I Told You, I'm A Lover Not A Fighter

[Paul]

I've Heard It All Before, Michael

She Told Me That I'm Her Forever Lover, You Know, Don't You Remember

[Michael]

Well, After Loving Me, She Said She Couldn't Love Another

[Paul]

Is That What She Said

[Michael]

Yes, She Said It, You Keep Dreaming

[Paul]

I Don't Believe It

[Michael & Paul]

The Girl Is Mine (Mine, Mine, Mine)

[Fade-Out/Repeat]

GUILTY!! no comment... II

2008-08-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

I thought his reaction/objection end with one message in my cbox, that was the part 1 I guess.

2 Aug 08, 08:20

papa marko: mag ayus ka talaga dyan..naga worrie talaga ako sayo bka ano na ginagawa mo dyan..pero kung ano man yan ikaw na bahala..suportahan taka..ilang buwan na lng malapit na mag kita na tayo..bakit may gina

2 Aug 08, 08:21

papa marko: gina hanap ka pa bang iba.may kalandian kpala..ngaun ko lng yan nalaman na sinabi mo,wag ka ganyan nag kalayo lng tayo ganyan kna..luv u mama

Aug 08, 08:23

papa marko: naka back seen kapa..ano yan tempting?loko lng.u know na wat to do..may tiwala namn ako sau.ingat na lng palagi.lam ko namn na maganda ang mama tine koh kya ko ginusto..luv u mama

After all this messages... I will shut my big mouth, it's not because I'm guilty of anything. Seriously, I dont have any guilt, it's just I dont want this small silly scenario will be the reason of our LQ.

I'll try to call him today, and explain.

HAPPY WEEKEND GUYS!

GUILTY!! no comment...

2008-08-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

Di pa natapos ang araw nang biyernes sa akin pero may nakakaloka nang nangyari. As always, 5:30 am gising na ako kahit madaling araw na ako natutulog, nakasanayan na nang katawan ko magising nang ganyang oras.

As usual, every friday tinatawagan ko labs Marko ko, dahil every weekend di ako mahahagilap dito sa bahay. Passed 10:00am Canada time, tinawagan ko siya... we talked for about more than an hour hanggang sa maubos ung $2.50 na phonecard ko.

Okay naman ang conversation namin... himala nga e, alang LQ. Okay naman daw sila and my baby. Ayun kahit ano ano lang ang pinag uusapan, labyu dito; labyu jan... mishoo labs; mishoo u too mama... yang mga ganyang tipo na conversation lang that makes LDR works.

"You have 60sec. more" -- sabi nang operator. Pag yan na ang maririnig namin madalian na ang usapan dahil di mo mamalayan wala kana sa linya in a minute. As we end up our conversation, nag paalam ako sa kanya na I will spend my weekend sa house nang friend ko and siya naman nag paalam na ipapasyal niya daw bugoy namin si Kirk, at the end isa lang ang point YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO, that line means a lot... linya pa yan nang dadi ko na ngayon ginagamit na namin ni Mark sa isat-isa.

That was the end of our conversation and I thought maganda na yung conversation namin. I was wrong again, lagi na lang ako sapul. hahaha

I found my self GUILTY, yeah GUILTY.

This is all about finacee Mark reaction sa last post ko "frustrated Macho Chaser". Yah, as in object to the honor talaga ang drama nya... wahaahaha.

I know fiancee Mark, knows bout my blogging habbit and I know minsan dumadalaw siya, nakikibasa at nagkokomento. Ang mali ko lang sa sobrang kompyansa ko akala ko bibihara lang siya dumadalaw, e kasi nga di naman siya nakakapag net nang madalas dahil busy sa trabaho, without knowing napapadlas na pla ang dalaw niya to read at mag react bout it.

Di ko naman kasi sinasabi sa kanya bout my post, gusto siya ang makakabasa mismo and I don't have fears kung nababasa niya kasi ala naman akong maling ginawa, kung ano man yung na ipost ko that's ME, walang labis; walang kulang...kaya kung mababasa niya ay kalandian, ako rin yun...wahahaha. Seriously, dapat alam na niya na may landi factor fiancee nya... hehee, pro as what I've known I AM NOT VULGAR in my post here, dba?

Natatawa lang kasi ako, my lasy post "frustrated Macho Chaser" is all about my dad and how I was sad and frustrated when dadi loose his almost perfect body and how I love macho guys. Sinamahan ko lang nang konting landian para di maging boring post ko.

But I feel guilty, when I saw fiancee Mark reaction/objection and so sa cbox ko... Akalain mong biglang dumalaw at nataon pa na ang post ko ay medyo may landian effect, and mind you guys... I've mentioned something pa like this...

... kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz

Can you see, caught in the act ang bruhang adik sa kalandian, kung hindi ba naman ako gaga. But anyways, wala yun sa akin, no big deal... I just express what I want, di yun pangangaliwa huh!?

Eto ang shocking reaction ni finacee Mark... copy paste ko na lang from my cbox:

1 Aug 08, 11:30papa marko: ikaw bantay ka lng..ano yang gna pantasya mo dyan...ingatka lng sa kin pag maka usap kita..wag ka ganyan pangit tingnan relax ka lng sa ganyan bagay..luv u mama ingat palagi..!!!relax

Oh dba? kakaloka ang komento nang mahal ko. Na isip ko tuloy kung tatawag ako sa lunes, malamang sermon abot ko. Jusko, kakaloka ka labs ko...

Para kay labs Marko,

Sa lahat nang yan, walang makakatalo sayo. Dahil kung sila ang pinagpapantasyahan ko sa araw, IKAW naman ang pinagpapantasyahan ko sa pagtulog at sa pag gising ko sa umaga.

Your always in my mind, kaya wag kanang mag selos jan...mag palaki kana lang nang katawan jan para pagumuwi ako... sulit ang pagtitiis ko nang dalawang taon.

Nagmula kay labs Vera

Guilty... guilty! no cmment

frustrated MACHO CHASER

2008-07-31T17:56:00.001-07:00

Oh yeah, I am a certified frustrated macho chaser, wahahaah. How did that happen? hmmm, kahit ako di ko ma-explain, malabo parin sa akin why i loved macho men. I have some reasons though, hehehe.

Macho macho men... ooohhh love 'em. One perfect reason why I do love hot guys, kasi malandi ako, whoaaaa. Nop nop, heres the real reason.

Way back early 90's, when my dad started going to gym and put his body into it. Dalawa pa lang kami nang kapatid ko nun, ala pa yung bunso namin when my dad constantly improving his body built, kasi nung kinasal sila ni mami ang payatot nang dadi ko, as in ang payat. Kaya siguro nadagdagan kami nang bunsong kapatid dahil my dad really improved.

I witness all his improvement kahit bulilit pa ako nun, I saw my dad's good well shaped. No artificial was used, pure gym and diet. Basta I admire my dad that time, parang ang safe namin mag pamilya kapag kasama siya because of his astgin look, basta macho dadi ko.

That was temporary, yeah! I thought my dadi will be like that forever but I guess I was wrong, when I started to noticed that he was going down, to the point all he has in his life was gone. As everything was vanished his body built was gone too.

Try to imagine may dadi when he was in good shaped, macho the ideal macho for me turns all gone, look at the recent picture of my dadi... lower side of my page, merong pic jan dadi ko. Diba? nakaka-frustrate??

Vices... vices... yan ang sumira nang buhay nang dadi ko. Kayo na bahala mag isip kung ano un. Until now, I am asking why did it happen to my dadi.

Anyways, that was the past and I know I can never bring back the time to fixed it. Only my dadi can fix his life.

On the brighter side, where still a happy family at the end. Ang tibay lang siguro nang pamilya namin, through all those years na naghirap kami, na akala ko di na kami makakabangon from it, heto kami ngayon still ONE FAMILY... nadagdagan pa nang 2 members... my fiancee Mark and my son Kirk.

Yun siguro ang reason bakit madali akong ma-atract sa mga macho or may hugis ang katawan. Because I was so sad at nang hinayang sa nangyari sa dadi ko.

Oh, wait wait... di yan dadi ko ha? Yan ang lalaking nag papalaki nang mga mata ko at nag papainit nang tenga ko, wahahaha. Hollywood actor, Daniel Craig.

Whoaaaa, can you see his body? Wooot so hot, dba? Yan ang perfect body built para sa akin, I want to meet a guy na ganyan or similar to his body, kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz

I hope before summer ends makakakita ako nang macho sa beach, wahahaha.

Just dreaming pipz, hehehe. I am contented with finacee Mark.

boredom strikes... "bloody heart"

2008-07-29T17:17:00.000-07:00

It was ordinary Tuesday for me after all the pressures last few weeks. It was hot and humid day, I wake up so early and I need to start my day right at 5:30am.

Nothing new for today, I just spend my little time talking to my dearest hubby on the phone, that makes me happy knowing his fine. And of course, my day wont be complete if I can't hear the "angelic voice" of my son Kirk, answering the phone and shouting "MAMAAAAAAAAAAAA" that really makes me complete throughout the day and completes my boring life here.

OH! my afternoon was boring, I can't take a little nap, I just laid my body on the bed and played my dvd instead. Boredom really strikes me again.

I just grabbed my pen and notebook and gotcha, I just made another piece.

BLOODY HEART

Thick, sweet and so red

From my heart's deeply wounded

So fresh and so flesh

Only you can refresh

It's you who wants my heart

To stop bleeding apart

I want you in my bed

Laid in my heart's very wounded

If I'm bleeding

I'm just wounded

If I'm not breathing

I'm just out of my head

Bloody heart, Oh! bloody heart

Cure your heart

Beg you to stop

Killing your heart

-vErAdIk-

let's call it a DAY...

2008-07-28T18:53:00.000-07:00

Feeling so high don't know why, can you tell me why?

High in your smile, makes me inspire

I don't know what's in you, Im shaking when thinking of you

Time to say bye with your smile

Don't know when I can say that's mine

Let' Call It A Day
-vErAdIk-

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After my tiring day with my exam, I am totally knock out didn't notice I fell as sleep.

As I woke up, I feel I'm so empty and looking for someone who can hug and kiss me and bring my self back again. Unfortunately, no one can hug and kiss me this time when I needed it most. Grabbed my mouse and keyboard, open my computer and I am here, I just BLOG IT OUT!

Now can you give me a kiss and a hug? Whoever you are.

Just stay anonymous and I'll be glad you did it for me, now you feel me much better.

featured song: Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

2008-07-28T14:29:00.001-07:00

This song makes me smile and feel high every time I hear it.

I feel I'm so Innocent girl in this song but I am not, right? lolz

After my exam, as I got home so tired and exhausted I ate pizza and went to bed with this song, I didn't notice my body was knock out, just woke up and turn my dvd on and once again I played UNWRITTEN by Natasha Bedingfield.

Enjoy the featured song of the week, UNWRITTEN by Natasha Bedingfield.

"UNWRITTEN"

Im Unwritten

Can't read my mind

I'm undefine

I'm just beginning

The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is, where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition

Sometimes my tries

Are outside the lines

We've been conditioned to not make mistakes

But I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is, where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is, where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words

That you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is, where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is, where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

review... review... 2days off

2008-07-26T15:53:00.000-07:00

study mode, kakapagod mag review!

introduction muna tayo...

Nasa bus stop nnman ako kaninang umaga, nag aantay nang bus papuntang bus terminal para pumunta sa Brampton which is 1hr drive from Mississauga where I live, ganun ako kapag kumati ang aking mga paa kahit saan na pupunta kahit bus lang ang tanging paraan para makarating sa paroroonan, certified na 'to! hehehe

Balik tayo sa bus stop, ayun nga nag aantay ako kanina. Something happen nnman but not much as interesting this time.

Habang nag aantay ako, may tumigil na White Honda na kotse, dunno anong honda edition un bsta honda siya... tumigil siya sa harap ko... at ang sabi,

wanna ride? wanna ride? sabay ngiti ang mokong.
veradik: no, thanks!
sure? ok, bye... sabay paharurot nang kanyang sasakyan.

oh, dba? ang taray talaga nang byuti nang adik, may nagkamaling mag pa sakay sa pag mumukhang to...wahahaha

ay... enough for that! nyahaha

Anyways, I'll be taking 2days off for a mean time. I gave up the 3days outing and so, I'll be focusing in my review for my NACC Licensure Exam this coming monday, July 28.

I hope and pray I can pass the exam.

umuulan nang lisensya...

2008-07-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

RN... RN... RN...

UMUULAN NANG LISENSYA!!

Being a successful nurse is my big dream, thats why when I graduated in high school I enroll my self at university taking up BSN.

No doubt, I love the course kahit gaano kahirap ang subjects, kahit gaano ka complicated every year I take, I still made it with no back subjects, lahat pasado ang grades kahit pasang awa na lang...hehehe.

Unfortunately, working abroad came. Kaya di ko natapos ang nursing course ko coz I took the opportunity working abroad. Nanghihinayang din ako when I gave up my studies, sobrang nanghinayang ako.

My collage years in nursing department, I met a lot of good friends, buddies and devils "kaaway"... nyahaha! Nevermind the devils!

Everyone of them is treasured by me, all our memories, all our hardship as a team and all the kulitan as a typical student. Kaya nung pa alis na ako, na miss ko clang lahat.

To be honest, maraming WHAT IF sa utak ko when I left my course.

what if, i choose my course instead of working here...
what if, i finish my course sana graduate na ako ngayon...
what if, i graduated sana kasama ko ang mga batchamtes ko nag rereview...
what if, i passed the board exam...
what if, may RN na sa dulo nang pangalan ko...
what if, nangyari lahat yan sa akin, dba I fulfill my dreams.

Ang daming what if no? hehehe... kasi hanggang ngayon nanghihinayang parin ako. At na iinggit sa mga batchmates kong RN na... tulad nila, they just passed the NLE. Happy ako for them, I know they deserve it.

To you guys... CONGRATULATIONS!

My byutipul bestfriends, L-R: Omolhyr Salim RN and Sharon Mae Tiquis RN

My buddy, Rey Aguirre Jr. RN

My buddy, Dexter Jayson Cueno RN

GOOD LUCK SA CAREER!

tagged: World Class Profession Tagged

2008-07-24T17:36:00.000-07:00

I got tagged from sisNona. Thanks sis for this tagged! Now, where's my Smirnoff? Tagay na tayu!lolz

Here's how you do the tagged...

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Copy and paste everything to a new post and Add your name next to your profession (or profession-to-be for undergrads) in the list. Make sure your name is linked to your blog/webbie.

Tip: For easier capture of links, paste into your blog using the “Visual” (for WP) and Compose (for Blogger) modes (not Edit HMTL or HTML).

2. If your profession is not in the list then simply add it to the correct alphabetical place. For example, if you want to add PLUMBER then it should be placed in between ONCOLOGIST and QUEEN.

3. Tag as many people as you can and witness how your technorati will explode!

4. Don’t forget to link back.

THE WORLD CLASS PROFESSIONS
Architect - Nona
Blogger -
Caregiver- vErAdIk
Doctor -
Nurse - Mckhoii,
Stay-at-Home-Mom - Mai, Alpha, Yen
Teacher -
University Employee - Suzanne

I’m passing this tag to: Manilenya GalleriaNeri Bordj

batang maliit...

2008-07-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

classroom set up:

I was at the school last monday, to finish my errands. To visit my teacher and to spend my free hours before the day ends. Yesterday, I went back. Nag kwentuhan kami nang teacher ko nasabi nya sa akin bout this guy na studyante nya, na tinanong kung sino ako... interesado ba?? but his so annoying!

Is it right to ask questions like this?

studyante: Ma'am, cno yung BATANG MALIIT na andito kanina? (he is referring to me).

titser ko: BATANG MALIIT?? ah... si Kristine yun.

studyante: Student ba yun dito Ma'am?

titser ko: OO, kakatapos nya lang last 2mons ago, bakit? BATANG MALIIT ba?

studyante: OO, para siyang bata.

titser ko: tumwala lang, dahil totoo daw, para akong BATANG MALIIT.

See, how annoying that guys is. Nung una pinagkamalan akong 12yrs old, ngayon naman batang maliit. Ano ba to!? Habang tumatagal pabata nang pabata ang tingin nila sa akin, kakapraning na.

Minsan ang sarap pakinggan na ang tinggin nila sayo is bata, pero minsan nakakawindang nang utak.

'Cmon guys!

final answer...

2008-07-23T17:05:00.000-07:00

... o ano na?

... ano na ang desisyun mo?

... sasama kba sa outing o hindi?

veradik: SORRY GUYS, I CAN'T COME!

... final na ba yan? baka mag bago pa isip mo?

veradik: YEP, FINAL ANSWER!

I've finally decided not to come, I made a right decision, no doubt!

ewan ko... nalilito ako...

2008-07-22T17:21:00.000-07:00

ewan ko... nalilito ako...

"The more I think the more confused I get" korek na korek... ewan maloloka na ako sa kakaisip nang tamang gawin, here's the thing.

This coming Monday, July 28, I have my NACC Liscensure Exam. This is not just an ordinary exam, this exam will proved that I passed the Canadian Standard of PSW (Personal Support Worker). And I want to prioritize this exam for my self.

BUT

Something is bugging me... lam nyu nman kung gaano ako ka gimikera dba?? walang atrasan hanggang kaya pa! OMG! a family friend of ours called me last Sunday, and asking me if I can come with them at WASAGA BEACH RESORT... initial reaction, of course YES agad ako. But when she, a friend of mine told me the schedule of our outing... ngayong July 25-27, Friday to Sunday... oh la la! na windang utak ko... pano ba naman kasi after the outing kinabukasan exam ko na... and to tell ya, Im not into studying... pramis! panu na yan??? tulong!!!

Naglalaro sa utak ko ngayon kung sasama ba ako sa outing o uunahin ko ang exam ko?? Am I stupid?? Do I need to ask those f**kn questions?? hell, ano ba to... alam ko naman ang tamang sagot e... still naglalaban parin ang kasamaan sa kabutihan.

Bukas na ang huling araw na kelangan kong mag decide... as of now, I decided I WILL NOT COME and FOCUS TO MY UP COMING EXAM, negative side: "sayang ang moment"

ahhhhh....

ahhhh....

ewan ko... ewan ko...

nalilito... nalilito ako...

First Aid and CPR Seminar... Part 2

2008-07-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, we had our last part of our First Aid and CPR Seminar.

It was rainy day, our schedule was ruined. 11:00am is our class pero inabot kami nang 1:00pm ala pa ung instructor namin, dumatingt siya 2:00pm... dumating pa!

While waiting for the instructor, ayun! nag picture taking nnman. Kwentuhan at kumain.

Nung pagdating nang instructor namin si Ms. Kathy, we started the lecture right away, para habulin ang 6hrs na class at maka-uwi nang mas maaga.

Kathy is good, all her explanations are direct to the point. And performs the procedure clear and perfect.

Kathy is showing all the different kinds of bandaging. To immobilize the affected part.

This seminar is quite easy compared to the seminar I went through in the Philippines.

After 6hrs of listening and doing in actions, we finished at 8pm. We took a short exam, out 50 I got 40 isn't good?, sakit pa nang ulo ko that time...hehehe. But I/WE got our certificate as we got home so, it means we're done of this course. Another accomplishement of mine.

After our class and picture taking, we had fine dinner treat by our school teacher.

thinking mode: One more big exam to go, the NACC Liscensure Exam this coming July 28. ooohhh gosh!

night life in Canada...

2008-07-21T04:23:00.001-07:00

It was Friady night, nung pumunta kami nang Ellen's Place Bar a Filipino Bar.

HIndi planado ang lakad, around 8pm tinawagan ako at sinabi na susunduin nila ako at 10:45pm sharp... gimik daw kmi. E ako naman tong gaga, of course YES YES agad ako walang NO NO sa akin, lolz. 10:30pm, nasa labas na sila waiting for me sa car, susme! na alala ko na wala na pla ako sa Pinas na ang 10:30 ay magiging 11:00... hahaha. Buti na lang maaga ako nag ayus nang sarili at kung nagkataon sinunod ko ang ugaling Pinoy... for sure, maiiwan ako. Well, naka alis ako nang bahay with all my abubots sa katawan...hehehe.

( Me @ Ellen's... looking for a date)

When we get there, akalain mo bang hinanapan ako nang ID nung nasa entrance kami samantalang ung 3 kong friends nakapasok na di hinanapan. Take note kung anong sinabi nang guard, "Sorry, akala ko kasi 12yrs old ka pa" huwat? nak nang... ala pa nga ako sa loob, badtrip na ako! lolz. Can you imagine that? DO I LOOK LIKE 12yrs old?? ahhhgggrrrr...

(ayan na... ayan na... night life begins)

Kahit pinagkamalan akong NENE, BUBOT, INDAY and so so so... tuloy parin ang ligaya. Pro langya, hanggang sa pag inom ko nang beer nasa utak ko parin ang sinabi nang guard (di na tahimik kaluluwa ko.)

Halata naman kung anong nasa table namin, hehehe.... ang sarap nang Crispy Pata nila, kaya naka dalawang round kami nang pulutan at samahan mo pa nang Budweiser and Smirnoff, wow!

( L-R: Robert, Edna, Ghing and Vera )

Kahit apat lang kami we enjoy the night, lalo pa nung disco time na... wahahaha, di ako sumayaw nang parang wala sa sarili but I did dance with poise, o dba taray! lolz. Ang gaganda kasi nang kanta nang banda and how they performed it, talagang mapapasayaw ka kahit may tama kana sa kakainom. Especialy, nung kinanta nila ang Promiscuous by Nelly F. ooohhh... ang ganda, Pinoy really exist in many ways, Pinoy band kasi yun.

The bar closed at 2am, and thats the time we went home. We end up in all good shaped, we where not drunk and all safe as we got home.

2:45am, before my eyes closed I still managed to get some snap. That was me after the night life in Canada.