Thursday, July 31, 2008

frustrated MACHO CHASER

Oh yeah, I am a certified frustrated macho chaser, wahahaah. How did that happen? hmmm, kahit ako di ko ma-explain, malabo parin sa akin why i loved macho men. I have some reasons though, hehehe.

Macho macho men... ooohhh love 'em. One perfect reason why I do love hot guys, kasi malandi ako, whoaaaa. Nop nop, heres the real reason.

Way back early 90's, when my dad started going to gym and put his body into it. Dalawa pa lang kami nang kapatid ko nun, ala pa yung bunso namin when my dad constantly improving his body built, kasi nung kinasal sila ni mami ang payatot nang dadi ko, as in ang payat. Kaya siguro nadagdagan kami nang bunsong kapatid dahil my dad really improved.

I witness all his improvement kahit bulilit pa ako nun, I saw my dad's good well shaped. No artificial was used, pure gym and diet. Basta I admire my dad that time, parang ang safe namin mag pamilya kapag kasama siya because of his astgin look, basta macho dadi ko.

That was temporary, yeah! I thought my dadi will be like that forever but I guess I was wrong, when I started to noticed that he was going down, to the point all he has in his life was gone. As everything was vanished his body built was gone too.

Try to imagine may dadi when he was in good shaped, macho the ideal macho for me turns all gone, look at the recent picture of my dadi... lower side of my page, merong pic jan dadi ko. Diba? nakaka-frustrate??

Vices... vices... yan ang sumira nang buhay nang dadi ko. Kayo na bahala mag isip kung ano un. Until now, I am asking why did it happen to my dadi.

Anyways, that was the past and I know I can never bring back the time to fixed it. Only my dadi can fix his life.

On the brighter side, where still a happy family at the end. Ang tibay lang siguro nang pamilya namin, through all those years na naghirap kami, na akala ko di na kami makakabangon from it, heto kami ngayon still ONE FAMILY... nadagdagan pa nang 2 members... my fiancee Mark and my son Kirk.

Yun siguro ang reason bakit madali akong ma-atract sa mga macho or may hugis ang katawan. Because I was so sad at nang hinayang sa nangyari sa dadi ko.



Oh, wait wait... di yan dadi ko ha? Yan ang lalaking nag papalaki nang mga mata ko at nag papainit nang tenga ko, wahahaha. Hollywood actor, Daniel Craig.

Whoaaaa, can you see his body? Wooot so hot, dba? Yan ang perfect body built para sa akin, I want to meet a guy na ganyan or similar to his body, kaya kung sino ka man at alam mong may dating ka for me, pakilala ka naman oh... before I'll say I DO, nyahahaha... naku, ayan lumandi na, ala naman si Mark sa paligid. lolz

I hope before summer ends makakakita ako nang macho sa beach, wahahaha.

Just dreaming pipz, hehehe. I am contented with finacee Mark.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

boredom strikes... "bloody heart"

It was ordinary Tuesday for me after all the pressures last few weeks. It was hot and humid day, I wake up so early and I need to start my day right at 5:30am.

Nothing new for today, I just spend my little time talking to my dearest hubby on the phone, that makes me happy knowing his fine. And of course, my day wont be complete if I can't hear the "angelic voice" of my son Kirk, answering the phone and shouting "MAMAAAAAAAAAAAA" that really makes me complete throughout the day and completes my boring life here.

OH! my afternoon was boring, I can't take a little nap, I just laid my body on the bed and played my dvd instead. Boredom really strikes me again.

I just grabbed my pen and notebook and gotcha, I just made another piece.






BLOODY HEART


Thick, sweet and so red
From my heart's deeply wounded
So fresh and so flesh
Only you can refresh


It's you who wants my heart
To stop bleeding apart
I want you in my bed
Laid in my heart's very wounded

If I'm bleeding
I'm just wounded
If I'm not breathing
I'm just out of my head

Bloody heart, Oh! bloody heart
Cure your heart
Beg you to stop
Killing your heart

-vErAdIk-

Monday, July 28, 2008

let's call it a DAY...

Feeling so high don't know why, can you tell me why?
High in your smile, makes me inspire
I don't know what's in you, Im shaking when thinking of you
Time to say bye with your smile
Don't know when I can say that's mine
Let' Call It A Day
-vErAdIk-
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After my tiring day with my exam, I am totally knock out didn't notice I fell as sleep.
As I woke up, I feel I'm so empty and looking for someone who can hug and kiss me and bring my self back again. Unfortunately, no one can hug and kiss me this time when I needed it most. Grabbed my mouse and keyboard, open my computer and I am here, I just BLOG IT OUT!



Now can you give me a kiss and a hug? Whoever you are.
Just stay anonymous and I'll be glad you did it for me, now you feel me much better.

featured song: Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield



This song makes me smile and feel high every time I hear it.

I feel I'm so Innocent girl in this song but I am not, right? lolz

After my exam, as I got home so tired and exhausted I ate pizza and went to bed with this song, I didn't notice my body was knock out, just woke up and turn my dvd on and once again I played UNWRITTEN by Natasha Bedingfield.


Enjoy the featured song of the week, UNWRITTEN by Natasha Bedingfield.

"UNWRITTEN"

Im Unwritten
Can't read my mind
I'm undefine
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned


Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes
But I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is, where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten


Saturday, July 26, 2008

review... review... 2days off



study mode, kakapagod mag review!

introduction muna tayo...


Nasa bus stop nnman ako kaninang umaga, nag aantay nang bus papuntang bus terminal para pumunta sa Brampton which is 1hr drive from Mississauga where I live, ganun ako kapag kumati ang aking mga paa kahit saan na pupunta kahit bus lang ang tanging paraan para makarating sa paroroonan, certified na 'to! hehehe


Balik tayo sa bus stop, ayun nga nag aantay ako kanina. Something happen nnman but not much as interesting this time.


Habang nag aantay ako, may tumigil na White Honda na kotse, dunno anong honda edition un bsta honda siya... tumigil siya sa harap ko... at ang sabi,

wanna ride? wanna ride? sabay ngiti ang mokong.
veradik: no, thanks!

sure? ok, bye... sabay paharurot nang kanyang sasakyan.


oh, dba? ang taray talaga nang byuti nang adik, may nagkamaling mag pa sakay sa pag mumukhang to...wahahaha


ay... enough for that! nyahaha


Anyways, I'll be taking 2days off for a mean time. I gave up the 3days outing and so, I'll be focusing in my review for my NACC Licensure Exam this coming monday, July 28.


I hope and pray I can pass the exam.

Friday, July 25, 2008

umuulan nang lisensya...

RN... RN... RN...

UMUULAN NANG LISENSYA!!


Being a successful nurse is my big dream, thats why when I graduated in high school I enroll my self at university taking up BSN.

No doubt, I love the course kahit gaano kahirap ang subjects, kahit gaano ka complicated every year I take, I still made it with no back subjects, lahat pasado ang grades kahit pasang awa na lang...hehehe.

Unfortunately, working abroad came. Kaya di ko natapos ang nursing course ko coz I took the opportunity working abroad. Nanghihinayang din ako when I gave up my studies, sobrang nanghinayang ako.

My collage years in nursing department, I met a lot of good friends, buddies and devils "kaaway"... nyahaha! Nevermind the devils!

Everyone of them is treasured by me, all our memories, all our hardship as a team and all the kulitan as a typical student. Kaya nung pa alis na ako, na miss ko clang lahat.

To be honest, maraming WHAT IF sa utak ko when I left my course.

what if, i choose my course instead of working here...
what if, i finish my course sana graduate na ako ngayon...
what if, i graduated sana kasama ko ang mga batchamtes ko nag rereview...
what if, i passed the board exam...
what if, may RN na sa dulo nang pangalan ko...
what if, nangyari lahat yan sa akin, dba I fulfill my dreams.

Ang daming what if no? hehehe... kasi hanggang ngayon nanghihinayang parin ako. At na iinggit sa mga batchmates kong RN na... tulad nila, they just passed the NLE. Happy ako for them, I know they deserve it.

To you guys... CONGRATULATIONS!


My byutipul bestfriends, L-R: Omolhyr Salim RN and Sharon Mae Tiquis RN


My buddy, Rey Aguirre Jr. RN


My buddy, Dexter Jayson Cueno RN


GOOD LUCK SA CAREER!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

tagged: World Class Profession Tagged


I got tagged from sisNona. Thanks sis for this tagged! Now, where's my Smirnoff? Tagay na tayu!lolz

Here's how you do the tagged...


INSTRUCTIONS
1. Copy and paste everything to a new post and Add your name next to your profession (or profession-to-be for undergrads) in the list. Make sure your name is linked to your blog/webbie.

Tip: For easier capture of links, paste into your blog using the “Visual” (for WP) and Compose (for Blogger) modes (not Edit HMTL or HTML).

2. If your profession is not in the list then simply add it to the correct alphabetical place. For example, if you want to add PLUMBER then it should be placed in between ONCOLOGIST and QUEEN.

3. Tag as many people as you can and witness how your technorati will explode!

4. Don’t forget to link back.

THE WORLD CLASS PROFESSIONS
Architect - Nona
Blogger -
Caregiver- vErAdIk
Doctor -
Nurse - Mckhoii,
Stay-at-Home-Mom - Mai, Alpha, Yen
Teacher -
University Employee - Suzanne

I’m passing this tag to: Manilenya GalleriaNeri Bordj

batang maliit...


classroom set up:





I was at the school last monday, to finish my errands. To visit my teacher and to spend my free hours before the day ends. Yesterday, I went back. Nag kwentuhan kami nang teacher ko nasabi nya sa akin bout this guy na studyante nya, na tinanong kung sino ako... interesado ba?? but his so annoying!





Is it right to ask questions like this?





studyante: Ma'am, cno yung BATANG MALIIT na andito kanina? (he is referring to me).



titser ko: BATANG MALIIT?? ah... si Kristine yun.



studyante: Student ba yun dito Ma'am?



titser ko: OO, kakatapos nya lang last 2mons ago, bakit? BATANG MALIIT ba?



studyante: OO, para siyang bata.



titser ko: tumwala lang, dahil totoo daw, para akong BATANG MALIIT.




See, how annoying that guys is. Nung una pinagkamalan akong 12yrs old, ngayon naman batang maliit. Ano ba to!? Habang tumatagal pabata nang pabata ang tingin nila sa akin, kakapraning na.


Minsan ang sarap pakinggan na ang tinggin nila sayo is bata, pero minsan nakakawindang nang utak.


'Cmon guys!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

final answer...


... o ano na?





... ano na ang desisyun mo?





... sasama kba sa outing o hindi?





veradik: SORRY GUYS, I CAN'T COME!





... final na ba yan? baka mag bago pa isip mo?





veradik: YEP, FINAL ANSWER!





I've finally decided not to come, I made a right decision, no doubt!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ewan ko... nalilito ako...

ewan ko... nalilito ako...




"The more I think the more confused I get" korek na korek... ewan maloloka na ako sa kakaisip nang tamang gawin, here's the thing.
This coming Monday, July 28, I have my NACC Liscensure Exam. This is not just an ordinary exam, this exam will proved that I passed the Canadian Standard of PSW (Personal Support Worker). And I want to prioritize this exam for my self.

BUT

Something is bugging me... lam nyu nman kung gaano ako ka gimikera dba?? walang atrasan hanggang kaya pa! OMG! a family friend of ours called me last Sunday, and asking me if I can come with them at WASAGA BEACH RESORT... initial reaction, of course YES agad ako. But when she, a friend of mine told me the schedule of our outing... ngayong July 25-27, Friday to Sunday... oh la la! na windang utak ko... pano ba naman kasi after the outing kinabukasan exam ko na... and to tell ya, Im not into studying... pramis! panu na yan??? tulong!!!

Naglalaro sa utak ko ngayon kung sasama ba ako sa outing o uunahin ko ang exam ko?? Am I stupid?? Do I need to ask those f**kn questions?? hell, ano ba to... alam ko naman ang tamang sagot e... still naglalaban parin ang kasamaan sa kabutihan.

Bukas na ang huling araw na kelangan kong mag decide... as of now, I decided I WILL NOT COME and FOCUS TO MY UP COMING EXAM, negative side: "sayang ang moment"

ahhhhh....

ahhhh....

ewan ko... ewan ko...

nalilito... nalilito ako...

First Aid and CPR Seminar... Part 2

Last Sunday, we had our last part of our First Aid and CPR Seminar.


It was rainy day, our schedule was ruined. 11:00am is our class pero inabot kami nang 1:00pm ala pa ung instructor namin, dumatingt siya 2:00pm... dumating pa!

While waiting for the instructor, ayun! nag picture taking nnman. Kwentuhan at kumain.


Nung pagdating nang instructor namin si Ms. Kathy, we started the lecture right away, para habulin ang 6hrs na class at maka-uwi nang mas maaga.

Kathy is good, all her explanations are direct to the point. And performs the procedure clear and perfect.


Kathy is showing all the different kinds of bandaging. To immobilize the affected part.

This seminar is quite easy compared to the seminar I went through in the Philippines.



After 6hrs of listening and doing in actions, we finished at 8pm. We took a short exam, out 50 I got 40 isn't good?, sakit pa nang ulo ko that time...hehehe. But I/WE got our certificate as we got home so, it means we're done of this course. Another accomplishement of mine.



After our class and picture taking, we had fine dinner treat by our school teacher.
thinking mode: One more big exam to go, the NACC Liscensure Exam this coming July 28. ooohhh gosh!

Monday, July 21, 2008

night life in Canada...


It was Friady night, nung pumunta kami nang Ellen's Place Bar a Filipino Bar.

HIndi planado ang lakad, around 8pm tinawagan ako at sinabi na susunduin nila ako at 10:45pm sharp... gimik daw kmi. E ako naman tong gaga, of course YES YES agad ako walang NO NO sa akin, lolz. 10:30pm, nasa labas na sila waiting for me sa car, susme! na alala ko na wala na pla ako sa Pinas na ang 10:30 ay magiging 11:00... hahaha. Buti na lang maaga ako nag ayus nang sarili at kung nagkataon sinunod ko ang ugaling Pinoy... for sure, maiiwan ako. Well, naka alis ako nang bahay with all my abubots sa katawan...hehehe.



( Me @ Ellen's... looking for a date)

When we get there, akalain mo bang hinanapan ako nang ID nung nasa entrance kami samantalang ung 3 kong friends nakapasok na di hinanapan. Take note kung anong sinabi nang guard, "Sorry, akala ko kasi 12yrs old ka pa" huwat? nak nang... ala pa nga ako sa loob, badtrip na ako! lolz. Can you imagine that? DO I LOOK LIKE 12yrs old?? ahhhgggrrrr...


(ayan na... ayan na... night life begins)

Kahit pinagkamalan akong NENE, BUBOT, INDAY and so so so... tuloy parin ang ligaya. Pro langya, hanggang sa pag inom ko nang beer nasa utak ko parin ang sinabi nang guard (di na tahimik kaluluwa ko.)

Halata naman kung anong nasa table namin, hehehe.... ang sarap nang Crispy Pata nila, kaya naka dalawang round kami nang pulutan at samahan mo pa nang Budweiser and Smirnoff, wow!

( L-R: Robert, Edna, Ghing and Vera )

Kahit apat lang kami we enjoy the night, lalo pa nung disco time na... wahahaha, di ako sumayaw nang parang wala sa sarili but I did dance with poise, o dba taray! lolz. Ang gaganda kasi nang kanta nang banda and how they performed it, talagang mapapasayaw ka kahit may tama kana sa kakainom. Especialy, nung kinanta nila ang Promiscuous by Nelly F. ooohhh... ang ganda, Pinoy really exist in many ways, Pinoy band kasi yun.

The bar closed at 2am, and thats the time we went home. We end up in all good shaped, we where not drunk and all safe as we got home.

2:45am, before my eyes closed I still managed to get some snap. That was me after the night life in Canada.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

featured song: Promiscuous by: Nelly Furtado fet. Timbaland


Last Friday night we had night outs with friends.

We went to Ellen's Place Bar a Filipino bar around 11:30pm until the bar closes at 2am, having fan. Friday night, as always thats the start of our weekend galore, hehehe.

Well, I indeed enjoy that night. Having a beer and Crispy Pata as our pulutan. Live band entertaining us and disco 'til dawn. I was not drunk with 5 bottles of beer though... lasengerang vera! lolz

As the band entertained with all the awsome song, the night was getting cool and enjoy. I was amaze when they perform the Promiscuous by Nelly perfectly and amazing that makes the people moves, including me of course. lolz

And thinking, this is our featured song of the week. Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado fet. Timbaland

Lets get groove and move. Enjoy

Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado fet. Timbaland
(lyrics)

T:How ya doing young lady
The feeling that you gave me really drives me crazy
You dont have a play about the joke
I was at a loss of words
First time that we spoke

N:If your looking for a girl that’ll treat you right
If you looking for her in the day time in the light

T:You might be the type if I play my cards right
I'll find out by the end of the night

N: You expect me to just let you hit it
But will you still respect me if you get it?

T:All I can do is try, give me one chance
What’s the problem? I don’t see no ring on your hand
I'll be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent

N: You wanna get in my world, get lost in it
Boy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minute

Chorus-

T:Promiscuous girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And it's you that I want
N: Promiscuous boy
You already know
That I’m all yours
What you waiting for?


T:Promiscuous girl
You're teasing me
You know what I want
And I got what you need
N: Promiscuous boy
Let's get to the point
Cause we're on a roll
You ready?

Verse-N: Roses are red
Some diamonds are blue
Chivalry is dead
But you're still kinda cute
T:Hey! I can't keep my mind off you
where u at, do you mind if I come to

N: I’m out of this world come with me to my planet
B*tch ima level do you think that you can handle it?

T:They call me Thomas
last name Crown
Recognize game
I'm a lay mine's down

N: I'm a big girl I can handle myself
But if I get lonely I may need your help
Pay attention to me I don't talk for my health

T:I want you on my team
N: So does everybody else.
T:Baby we can keep it on the low
Let your guard down ain’t nobody gotta know
If you with it girl I know a place we can go

N: What kind of girl do you take me for?

Chorus-T:Promiscuous girl
Wherever you are I’m all alone
And it's you that I want

N: Promiscuous boy
You already know
That I’m all yours
What you waiting for?

T:Promiscuous girl
You're teasing me
You know what I want
And I got what you need

N: Promiscuous boy
Let's get to the point
Cause we're on a roll
You ready?

Verse- T: (beat) frica Don't be mad, don't get mean
N: (beat) frica Don't get mad, don't be mean
T: Hey! Don't be mad, don't get mean
N: (beat) frica Don't get mad, don't be mean

T:Wait! I don't mean no harm
I can see you with my t-shirt on

N:I can see you with nothing on
feeling on me before you bring that on
T: Bring that on?
N: You know what I mean
T:Girl, I’m a freak you shouldn't say those things

N:I’m trying to get inside of your brain
To see if you can work me the way you say

T:It's okay, it's alright
I got something that you gonna like

N:Hey is that the truth or are you talking trash
Is your game M.V.P. like Steve Nash

Chorus-T: Promiscuous Girl
Wherever you are
I’m all alone
And it's you that I want

N: Promiscuous Boy
I'm calling your name
But you're driving me crazy
The way you're making me wait

T: Promiscuous Girl
You're teasing me
You know what I want
And I got what you need

N: Promiscuous Boy
We're one and the same
So we don't gotta play games no more

PROMISCUOUS: sexually indiscriminate: having many indiscriminate or casual sexual relationships.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

19th day of the month!

Though I feel where having a trip in a rocky road now, I can never forget the day where all the LOVE begins.

When I said iloveyoutoo and kiss him in the lips with LOVE.
When I hold his hand and touch his palm
When I hug him tight makes me feel fine
When Im with him I feel im alive
-vErAdiK-


HAPPY 58TH MONTHSARY LABS KOH...



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Friday, July 18, 2008

long distance relationship...


Everyone wants everything to be perfect (including me). Everyone wants to be happy in a perfect way but we always failed because... Everything is not perfect, is it true right??

In my whole life having relationship with guys ngayon lang ako nahirapan nang husto, making our relationship perfect. Ako yung tipo na easy go lucky sa relationship, if he wants then I want, if he dont like it then I dont like it too.

In 4yrs of relationship with Mark (fiance), ngayon lang kami nagkahiwalay. We used to be wih each other every single day nung nasa Pinas pa ako, kaya nman sobrang nahirapan ako mag adjust when I need to leave him and our baby.


Having LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP!! wow, ang hirap!


You cant see him, you cant touch him, you cant see his all actions at lahat... only the word TRUST TO EACH OTHER ang palaging nakikita, nahahawakan at nararamdaman. If the TRUST is in good terms sa relationship everything follows, the LOVE, UNDERSTANDING, and so on.

Mark and I, as a couple for 4 yrs we are not used to have big issue. Ngayon lang talaga kami nagkakaroon nang big fights, minsan ibaba na lang ang telepono masama pa ang loob sa isat-isa... ang hirap kaya nun. Pero ika nga nila,
"hindi masaya ang isang relasyun kung walang rambol, hindi maging matatag kung walang away to test your relationsip",and its true.

Emot nanaman ako, hayzzzz... buhayzzzz!

Nung una pa man, I am used to put my all emotions in poems. I am poetess ika nga nang friend kong Canadian.

Kayo na ang mag sabi, whats with us right now. Basta ang alam ko, where still strong but may mga pangyayari talaga na sadyang pumapasok sa isang relasyun para subukan kung hanggang saan ang pag-iibigan nang magsing-irog.

I made a poem base on my emotion and the things happening with us.

STATUS

I feel were apart
Coz I feel I'm not that important
I feel so terrible
When you say, Your not available

I can't touch you anymore
Thinking how long it will take more
Giving my best, to have you in my heart
Just to feel were not falling apart

Do I need to ask, whats wrong with us?
Do I need to guess, whats in this mess?
I want to ask, I want to guess
I want to save this relationship for best

Baby, before its too late
I want to know your my fate
Dont give me hate
Coz I dont want to be failed
-vErAdIk-

Thursday, July 17, 2008

boso: HUMID DAY

I spy with my litle eye something, what???


I know kasalanan to. Tinopak nanaman ako at eto ang outcome.

Di naman talaga malikot ang mga mata ko pero talagang nakakakuha nang atenttion. At sa kasamaang palad ang utak ko ang malikot, kaya tumakbo ako sa kwarto ko para kunin ang aking camera at naghanap nang good spot para makunan ko nang maganda, ayun! sinilip ko siya sa kwarto nang insan ko pero di clear e, pumunta ako sa kwarto ko, huwaw! good spot, inilabas ko ang lense nang cam sa nakasarang blinds nang aking bintana, I am making sure that she can't see me kaya nung nakahanap ako nang pwesto, sakto.... "click, click, click" tatlong pose ang nakuha ko, but this is the good one.

Actually, normal na lang sa mga tao dito sa Canada ang mag suot nang swimwear or two piece. Kaya normal narin sa akin ang maka-kita nang nka swimwear kahit sa likod bahay lang, tulad nang aking biktima. She's our neighbor, and almost everyday when its so hot and humid I can see her wearing swimwear or two piece in their backyard.

Yeah! Canadians, Amerikans or even other nationality loves the SUN, to the point they will put their whole body under the SUPER HEAT of the sun wearing two piece or even wearing nothing on top, ikaw ba naman in 12mons in a year, 4mons ka lang masisikatan nang araw at maiinitan, the rest of the year ay tag-lamig na.

I can't blame them why they are so like that. Pansin ko lang, Pinoy lang ata ang ayaw nang init nang Canada maybe because sawa na sa init sa Pinas. And to tell ya, superrrrrrrrr init dito compare sa Pinas, double the temperature of Pinas, thats the temperature here in Canada and very humid ang lagkit.


The good thing here is, "no one cares about your life, as long as you cant harm someone's life."

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

patay na...


( My original blog 1 yr ago, ang blog ang patay na di ang adik, lolz)

Tatlong araw bago mag isang taon ang aking original blog - www.pinoynetwork.org/vera - siya ay na lagutan na nang hininga sa mundo nang blogosphere. Di na nya na kayanan at siya ay bumigay.


At first, I thought simple shutdown lang ang nangyari na pweda pang ayusin at ibalik sa dati. That's what I've thought and I am expecting na maayos nang mabilis.


Sad to say, our mother blog the - http://www.pinoynetwork.org/ - send us a message 2 days ago, telling na tuluyan nang di mabubuhay ang blog namin because of the main server or I guess the web host problem. Too bad.


I have been in blogging 1 yr ago na, and I started blogging sa -pinoynetwork.org - na ang mga bloggers din ay Tita ko and her colleagues. Nanghihinayang ako, kasi they can't revive my old post para ma-ilipat dito, dami ko nang na share na mga sentiments ko, kagagahan at kung ano-ano pa.


As what they said: Everything comes to an end. Kaya ayun natapos na nga talaga ang buhay nang blog ko but it doesn't mean titigil ako sa blogging, buhay ko na to!


Let's just say - www.pinoynetwork.org/vera - is the first part of my life, dun nag simula lahat. Lahat kung paano ako na punta sa blogging, what makes me do it, who's my inspiration in blogging at ang buhay ko na kwento ko dun. Sa mga old and loyal kong blogmates na hanggang ngaun andito parin sila na bumibisita sa bago kong blog, they knew about me na, almost half of me.


- http://veradik.blogspot.com/ - eto ang karugtong nang blog kong namayapa na. Bago ko pa man matuklasan na deadbull na pla ang original blog ko, I made a choice to have second blog, un pla may reason kung bakit gumawa ako nang isa pang blog "there's always a reason for everything". Walang pinag bago ang laman nang blog ko compare to my original blog ang pinag bago lang mas naging open ako to share what's happening to me dito sa mundo ko.


Sa mundo na malayo sa pamilya at sa minamahal. Sa mundo kong kakaiba compare to my world sa Pinas. And I am comfortable sharing my crazy and weird things here, ala na kasing bumibisita na kung sino-sino na palaging nag mamasid sa akin, they don't know I have my new blog, at wala akong balak ipaalam un, lolz.


Anyways, BLOGLIFE MUST GO ON!!



note: to all my blogmates u can delete my original blog sa blogroll nyu or u can update from www.pinoynetwork.org/vera to http://veradik.blogspot.com/ instead.



See you guys here!

Monday, July 14, 2008

tukso: "SANDY"


My life here is getting little bit crazy now, something happened last Saturday. MR.TUKSO came back again for the third time around (ibang lahi nanaman) ang una PINOY ngaun I guess parang INDIAN gwapo e...hehehe, and guess what it happened at the bus stop, this is the second time when MR.TUKSO showed up at the bus stop.


Before I'll state the whole crazy and weird story, I'll ask you first, specifically you boys.


What if, your driving a car then you saw a girl standing anywhere, then you parked your car at the side of the road and go to her and talk to her, your both strangers to each other. Then you introduce yourself to the girl and make a little conversation.


Here's is the question: If you did that, what makes you do it? There's a hidden agenda or friendship?


Interesting huh!?


For real, this weird and crazy scenario happened to me last Saturday.


Late in the morning, I went out alone and planed to visit my school and for some agenda. I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop near from the house. 9:15am is the arrival of my bus at the bus stop where I was waiting, 15mins before the bus is coming, the weird thing happened.


I was standing alone, when a delivery truck stopped in front of me because it's "RED LIGHT" I saw the driver, he is looking at me and trying to have a conversation, he opened his slide windows and keep yelling "CAN I GET UR #?" with action! Of course, I'm not talking to the strangers (malas ko lang di ko xa kilala, ang gawapo nya, pramis! lolz).


GREEN LIGHT is on, means GO! whew, the truck was gone. That's what I've thought (ayun, akala nanaman) I didn't notice he turned right and parked his truck to the other side of the road. Less than 10mins when he parked his truck, he was walking at my place where I am standing and confused and scared that time because of his action. What the hell, is he doing here? ask ko sa sarili ko. (oi, cuteness in fairness!)


"SAVE BY THE BUS!" as he was approaching me the bus is almost coming, I was murmuring "cmon, bilis bilis" nataon pa red light nanaman, ayun! medyo bumagal ung bilis nang bus. MR.TUKSO really make his on ways, as the guy was in front of me,


he said: Come here let's talk.

adik: deadma ang cuteness mo, di ko pinansin.

he said: hey, what's your name? let's talk.

adik: my bus is here.

he said: whats's your name?

adik: TINAY. (para tumigil ka lang) FAKE NAME! buwahahahaha

he said: im SANDY

he said: cmon... he stood at me, handed me a piece of paper... eto ang naka sulat sa loob nang papel!



TELEPHONE # and NAME


HUWATTT?? gusto pa ata makipag appointment sa akin, at binigay ang # at name nya.


Ay! MISTER TUKSO, kahit gaano kapa ka-cute jan, deadma ka kay adik, pro it doesnt mean na di ako na atrak sau, well, crush ko ilong mo, ang macho mong katawan at ang mata, kung tutuusin nasa tipo kita BUT kung ano man ang reason mo bakit ka pa nagpakahirap bumaba sa truck para lang ibigay sa akin ang kontak # mo at mag pakilala, naku MISTER TUKSO... TAKEN NA ANG BRUHANG ADIK na nakita mo sa bus stop. Pero kung nagkataon DEMONYO parin ako?? buwahahaha hindi kita aatrasan... cuteness mo kaya! pero ANGHEL na ako sa mundo nang ADIK kaya BEHAVE na ang drama nang bruha.


Well, it only shows wala parin kupas ang byuti nang ADIK. (epal ko talaga) Natatawa lang kasi ko, bakit pa xa nag excert nang effort just to give his # and name, dba?? To think, I am just wearing simple white shirt and black pants, no cleavage, no booty and all. Im not that superB (byuti) superH (hot) compared to the other girls. Well, ma benta lang talaga byuti nang adik. lolz


I never tried to call him, kaya kita nyu naman parang galing na sa basurahan ung papel nya. hehehe


That's my weird and crazy weekend!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

First Aid and CPR Seminar... Part 1

It was a tiring day but productive Sunday. The whole day of listening and absorbing things make me so tired. Luckily, this seminar is not new to me in fact, I have taken this First Aid and CPR Seminar twice already when I was still studying nursing and caregiver at the Philippines and so, I have no difficulty accepting terms and digest to my brain.

All of us had the chance to perform all the procedures to each other. We indeed enjoy the first part of our seminar and this coming Sunday, July 20 is our last day of seminar.


At the end of the class, as always I got headache. I went to Mcdo after and ordered my fave Quarter Pounder Meal "extra Fries and extra Coke" big appetite huh!?

I have some photos taken.


Miss Kathy is our instructor, she's good in teaching and demonstrating the procedure. She's not hard to understand, her key words are simple but straight that everybody can got it right away.




Look at me, trying hard to perform perfectly all the procedures! hahaha



They are performing full cycle of CPR to the unconscious body of an adult.





Chech the ABC, ABC stands for Airway Breathing Circulation.







If there's an absence of breathing, give full 2 breaths to the victim. And if the patient breaths in his own then the patient is alive.


After giving 2 full breaths, position the patient to a recovery position or in side-lying postion and check for other injuries she/he may have.


We perform the CPR at the infant.




Performing 2 breaths for unconscious infant in 5 cycles.










Performing 30 compression for unconscious infant in 5 cycles






Have a nice week ahead of you guys!!!

ps: free to correct my stuffs here, medyo nahihilo na ako when i was writing this, i might say wrong information feel free to correct my mistake. thnx!

featured song: Officially Missing You by: Tamia (Remix)




This week featured song is quite alive, I choose not to put slow music, change flavor I guess.

Originally, this song is a love song but somehow they made a remix for this song, and I love the remix of Officially Missing You.

Enjoy the the featured song of the week, Officially Missing You by Tamia.

Officially Missing You by Tamia
(lyrics)
[Talib Kweli]
Yeah yeah
Now everytime we walk up in the spot the corks pop
We got the floor hot, we gonn' to rock 'til 4 o'clock
We used to keep a trick up my sleeve to get a chick to leave
But now we've got another one of them calling me
All eyes on you when you walk by
Your guy is doing stunts like the four guys
(Come on) All I know you make me feel like six million dollars, star tonight
The type to make every nigga holla

[Tamia]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Ooh baby tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today
I'm officially missing youI thought from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you


[chorus]
Ooh... can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially...

[Tamia]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at...
Don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby, safe to say
That I'm... officially missing you

[Talib Kweli]
You know what? Yo
Baby be giving me the proper dance
Now that I'm the man
These cats stand no type of chance
Come close enough to show you how we supposed to love
You know they say we can't smoke in the club
But I'm cool 'cause your love is like a potion, a drug
These emotions got me open like buds
Of roses, club closes and I'm headed home wit' you
You know when you're going, I'm gonn' miss youIt's so official, oh!

[Tamia]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

[chorus]
Ooh... ain't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially... missin' you

[Tamia]
Ohhh
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is cold raindrops
Ooh yeah
And I'm... officially missing you